.yOu should`ve knOwn better .

2010-04-26T19:59:00.001+08:00

. When a women lets go of her pain . Tatz when she`ll find her happiness .

. Months thru year , there always has been pain , suffering , tears & heartbreaks . The time when u lay in the bed of hospital , tatz when u know . Itz time to let go....

. And thru yr time of healing , god will & has ... Sent tat somebody tat will make u smile . So , learn to let go ... Tatz when u`ll find happiness .

. The story of the Gucci lock & keys .

. He holds the keys to my lock .

( Picture showing - Mr Chan & I wif Quack Quack at Park Hotel )
. Story of Mr Chan & me started since 4th April 201o . He`s the one who made a women who gave love up & believed in love again . A women who trust no one to trust & a broken heart to smile . Up above all ... All i could say from deep within is THANK U Mr Chan for all the love .

. 2 weeks of reservist has passed for Mr Chan , during this 2 weeks . We had more time to spend talking compared to time when he`s working . And when there`s chance for him to book out he will spend his time wif me . Even juz having less than 3 hours of time out , he would travel all the way for an hour+ on road to get to me and another hour+ to get back to camp .

. During this 2 week , we had fun . Times when he booked out , spending quality times together are times tat made me smile . Once , when he booked out . We went all the way to the west ( Jurong Point ) to hav a 2 couple outing together wif Jen . Tat was a fun fun date !! .

. On the 23rd , tatz when he ended his reservist . I met up wif Jen & Alex in town & received a surprise !! . Jen had it nicely wrapped in my favourite Tatty Bear wrapper . Opening it up & found Quack Quack !! . It was a pleasant surprise from Jen & Mr Chan :) Quack Quack was a lil ducky tat i`ve found halfway shopping during our last couples date . Didn`t bought it cuz i didn`t wanna waste Mr Chan`s money , but Jen & Mr Chan knew i liked Quack Quack . And both planned at my back to get it for me as a surprise . Thanks both love !! .

. After Jen & Alex left on tat day . Mr Chan booked a beautiful suite at Park Hotel for us to hav a nice romantic night rest . It was a memorable night .

. On the 24th back home , we went to search for cakes for Ace , PeiLin & Alex to celebrate their birthday tat night in Movida . And i`m glad while i was resting , Mr Chan made the effort to search the net for the pricing of those cakes . In the night , we went to search for cakes and headed down to Movida . I`m glad for his effort . Party together wif 3 couples . PeiLin & Alex , Stacey & Andew , Me & Mr Chan . Finally we 3 aunties , 5 , 6 & 7 has a night out together wif our BFs . And congrats to Aunty 7 for her engagement wif Andrew !! . And HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ace Ng !! .

. And happy birthday in advance to PeiLin on the 28th & Alex on the 30th !! .

. 25th was a simple night out planned by Mr Chan wif the other couple PeiLin & Alex to hav DIPPER ( Dinner + Supper ) at Sarangoon Gardens Chomp Chomp . After eating SO much , we then headed to Happy Daze to C&C ( Chill & Cock . )

. Today , Chan`s back to work . And i`m here blogging all alone . Mr Chan will be here during the night after work & a lil sth i`ve made for him to hav after work :)

. Tatz all for the lil update after so long ..

2009-11-12T00:15:00.003+08:00

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. The blue closet has officially launched !! .

. Check them out at http://bellaregaza.livejournal.com . Saw something tat u like ?? . Get them quick at http://bellaregaza.livejournal.com/ !! . Every piece are imported & they juz come in 1 !! . So hurry before they`re gone . If u had missed the chance . Fred not . Continue logging in & wait for the other chances tat u may see something which is more suitable for u !! . It doesn`t cost u a cent to log on to http://bellaregaza.livejournal.com/& wait for something tat will make people`s head turn while u walk down the street doesn`t it ?? .

. So watcha waiting for ?? . Show some support to this lil sweeties :)

2009-11-07T01:51:00.002+08:00

. Rihanna - Russian Roulette . David Cook - Permanent .

2009-11-02T21:27:00.003+08:00

. Today . Hubs & me without make-up . Bad complexion .

. 31st Oct . Halloween .
. Making brownies for Hubs on Halloween . No party , nth . Spend the Halloween shopping wif Eileen & came back home & baked brownies for Hubs as promised to be a surprise for him on Sunday when he book out . Reason for brownie ?? . Hahas , cuz he says wanna slim down . And i don`t wan him tO !! . So i thought , he likes chocolates . So i decided to make brownies for him . Fulfilling his likings & me not letting him slim down at the same time .. Hahas . Told him tat i wan him the way he is .
. While mixing the brownie mixtures .

. Evening the mixtures to the baking tray .

. While being in the oven . Half way there !! .

. 1st Nov , Hubs book out day .

. Decorated Hubs plate .

. AND DONE !! . End product . Love brownie for Hubs :) Apologies . Hav to tilt yr head a lil to see the full picture cuz i forgot to rotate it . Hah ...

. Well , told Hubs to wait at the pool side & brought the surprise down for him . And the picture on top ?? . Nice eh . It was the mood hiding at the edge of the building roof . Really pretty eh :)

. The end mess . End of tat . Hubs & i walked all the way to the nearby HDB & bought ciggs . Quiet night , filled wif our voice . And we ended up at the fitness corner both talking on the phone & exchanging our phone to talk to our caller . Kinda lame eh ?? . But the quietness ard was quite fulfilling for me thou . Sometimes , we need not go beautiful places nor expensive place to be happy . Being wif the one u love . A HDB fitness corner is enough ...

. P.S : Everything stopped when we`re home . . . . When there`s another truth for me to find out . Another lie to break the heart u`ve broken . When i was home on a Halloween night , happily making something for u . Where were u ?? . And wat u did ?? ....

. Updated playlist again . Te Amo by Rihanna .

2009-10-26T18:23:00.001+08:00

. Times when it hurts .....

. Couldn`t live with the pain , couldn`t be strong , couldn`t stop . The only happiness i had even left . All my hopes , my dreams to be wif u & u growing day by day in me . U stopped at the week when u`re suppose to hav yr first beat of life . All the unfairness , all the hurts . Itz all on me . Yet u nev stopped it for me . Yet u didn`t wan me to ... I could understand , but .... U didn`t know tat was a test to u . A test tat broke my heart again ... It made me realised tat u`ve nev seen the hurt , u`ve nev seen the unfairness ... I`m the only one . Against the whole world . Not u & me . Fighting these hurts on my own . ALL ALONE ... Yet yr ans made a wrong choice . In still being unfair . In making me realised tat u`ve not seen . Not seen the hurt u`ve done to me . U`ve not seen tat she is the reason tatz hurting me . Yet u gave me tat ans . If having a person but not him protecting u after so much hurts . Watz the point then ..

. The pain of betrayal , the pain of lies , the pain of her , the pain of yr family . THE PAIN OF LOSING EVERYTHING U HAD . THE PAIN OF LOSING YR ONLY HOPE . THE PAIN OF LOSING YR ONLY HAPPINESS . THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU .. THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU !!! . I CAN`T TAKE THE PAIN . I CAN NO LONGER STAY STRONG . THE PAIN OF LOSING YR OWN CHILD KNOWING WHEN SHE IS SUPPOSE TO HAV A HEARTBEAT WEEK !!!!!!!! . ALL THE PAINS , ALL THE HURTS , ALL THE LIES , ALL THE BETRAYAL , ALL THE STUFF SHE GAVE TO ME . DEAR LORD . STOP ALLL THE HURTS . BRING ME AWAY . BACK TO HER . WHY ?? . WHY LEAVE ME HERE , SUFFERING ALL THE PAINS ALONE ?? . WHY LEAVE ME HERE TO SUFFER ?? . WHY ?? . WHY LEAVE ME HERE TO BE THE ONE TATZ NOT DOING ANYTHING & GETS EVERYTHING ?? . JUZ .......... BRING ME AWAY . I WANNA LEAVE . BUT A MOMENT OF TAT COULD END EVERY PAIN . BUT WILL LAST AN ETERNITY PAIN TO MY LOVES .
. I COULDN`T . COULDN`T TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE ......

. Updated playlist Beyonce`s " Broken Hearted Girl "

P.S: . Itz juz a picture i took from the internet .

2009-10-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

. Yesterday , it happened . And i`ll nev forget how u treated me & all those things u did behind me . I cried my heart out last night . Today .... i`ll nev cry for u again ...

. back to relaxing life of living in the high society .

. Apologies for neglecting this page again readers , mayb there`s no more readers tOo ?? . Hahas . Alright, shall blog a lil of my day today . I`m back being sick . Cough , running nose , body ache & tummy ache . Woke up in a cold evening & decided to went down in my bikini for a hot jacuzzi to help clear my block nose . It was great being in a hot tub wif the cold wind blowing . Make me think of the time when i was staying in New Zealand . Seldom Singapore will feel so cold . ( brb , somebody bought Mac fries for me when i`m craving for it . Gonna eat it before it turns cold . Will be back to blog in 15 ?? . ). Came home & had a milk bubble bath . Picture has no bubbles ?? . Hah , Cuz itz after me bathing in it & bubbles are gone . Finally had sometime to pamper myself . Below are some pictures of the products used during bath . Not as many as i use to put in . But itz essential . Hah .

. One of the expensive bottle . Lancome`s body massage gel . Favourite of mine . It has the same scent of a perfume i had . For massaging & removes dead skin on our body .

. Body Shop`s milk for better & smoother skin .

. Ylang Ylang oil bath essence for relaxation .

. During bath , did face mask too . Itz sometime , really had been . And it feels good . Felt much cleaner , much fresher . Even though i will nev be able tp wash away the dirtiness u did to me & those emotion . But having a cleaner body makes everything feels much better . Came out from a hot bath . Had long sleeves on and had dinner wif family . After dinner . Mooncake & Tea out at the balcony wif family . A healthier , happier & lovelier life wif family . Had medication for flu & cough . Guess i`ll hav a good night slp and prepared for an Advertisement shoot tmr !! . Hah :) stop doing modelling for some reasons . But now itz back to life . Will see ya tmr babe !! . Gonna turn in my comfy bed alone wif my bed lights on & tv on till i fall asleep .

. Life still goes on . Till then i found someone to share all this wif me . . . Gonna tuck in wif baby now .

. P.S : I`ll nev forget . . .

2009-09-28T00:58:00.003+08:00

. Edited my playlist again . This song by Dream BU ZHI DE will be my first chinese song on my blog . As i`m not a very chinese song kinda person . But, was listening to this song in one of my fren`s car & found it very meaningful . So decided to upload it on my blog . Listen to my pains then ...

2009-09-22T02:02:00.000+08:00

. Again , on friday . The usual club wif Jen , Long , Koon & Mei . . We planned to juz chilled . But went to PH again as others we full .

. All weren`t really prepared to hit the club . So no much pictures taken tOo . Juz enjoy this few .

. Saturday out wif Jen & fren . Chill .

2009-08-30T22:42:00.001+08:00

. Saturday , 29th August 20o9 . August gonna end real soon . Alright , met darling daphie & Xmei for dinner at Cine . Chicago SteakHouse . Ouh wait .... JEN !! . U nev go i osO got free drink la !!!! . His brother recognises me and talked to me okay !? . No need u . Hmmph !! . Muhahahhahaas .

. After dinner 3 of us hit the usual club again . Bert & Jason was there waiting for us outside Boiler . They were watching soccer . So the 3 of us cam whored alot in the ladies . For half an hour !! . Alright , here are some pictures . Didn`t arrange them cuz blogger seems to hav some problems ?? . So enjoy the pictures as it is . Some are pretttty lame though :) hees .. Sweet lil Xmei :). Need no introduction to this lady eh ?? .. This is how ah Lians sit . I`m not ah lian . Juz pretending hOr .. Xmei & sleeping buddah . Hahahas .. Muhahahahahs . Yoga hOr !! . Muhahahas . Juz kidding . I don`t take Yoga , i was a ballerina when i was young . Hees . Juz kidding la . I`ve learnt piano , violin , abacus and such but i dunnO why i nev learn ballet . Hey , got culture hOr !! . But i forgot how to play now already though . . Okay .... SLAP ME PLZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .. Muhahahhahahas . Siaoo .. Puffer-fish koon . All siao one , take picture don`t wanna take properly .

. Lil hugs from us before signing off ... Tata world :D

2009-08-27T18:15:00.002+08:00

. Darlings bringing her Darling baby to my place . 26th August 2o09 . . My love ones . Xian , Mom & Zayven & Ong lai . Hahas .

. Zayven & JIE JIE ( not ah yi . Don`t wanna sound so old hOr !! ) . Hahas . Alright, itz all abt pictures . And the pictures looks as though i`m the mom tat gave birth and darlings come visit . Muahahhaaas . Juz kidding .

. Mom ( Ah ma ) & Zayven . Mom looks like she`s getting older . But no matter wat . I`ll always love u . Get well soon mom . During the whole time mom keep carrying Zayven until she return to Xian bec her hands are tired . Hhahas . She loves babies . And she`s damn very unfair . When Xian is pregnant she peel the shell off the prawns for her . AUTOMATICALLY one hor !! . But if i ask her peel hOr ?? . She ask me don`t eat sua -.-

. MOmmies and baby . Hahahars . I oso mommy hOr !! . Tinklebell .....

. My ong lai . Hhahas .

. Frenz since Kindergarten Xian & Eileen since primary sch . I love the both of u . Even though we`re seldom in contact . But if anything juz ring me anytime i`ll still be there yea ?? .

. Lastly , the frenz & Baby Zayven . The next time we`ll 3 carry one each on our lap and take a picture like tat again . Xian . I wan girl . So can marry Zayven !! . MUHAHAHAHAHHAAS !! . Eileen . u give birth to boy osO okay ?? . So my girl girl can hav 2 choice . MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !!! . Like tat 2 boys can snatch 1 girl . Okay la . Don`t fight okay ?? . See which boy more handsome i let my girl girl marry to who okay ?? . I mean real baby girl hOr . Not Tinklebell . Tinklebell belongs wif me . Hahahaas . Love u guys . Thanks for coming even though u very sucks say give my mom see Zayven not give me see . Each shit la !! . Hahahas . Xian . Wish u happiness forever . Seeing u like tat now really blissful happy for u . Ong lai !! . Got bf muz bring give me see hOr . Xian too fast get married first . Ong lai our both wedding put together hOr ?? . Hhahhahas . Okay lame . This kind like we young then talk abt it one . Okay now i si beay lame . I stop i stop okay ?? . Love u guys :)

2009-08-25T01:50:00.002+08:00

. Taken on saturday 23rd August before hitting the club wif darling Koon , Kwan & Frenz . Thanks for keeping me company & bec of me quarrelled wif Bert . Sorry man . Saturday was a fcuking unlucky day . Reached the club , my heels gave off . So cab all the way home to get changed . And drove out . And kanna bang by a van -.- . Damn fed up man . Back to the club , the que was damn long even for members . And then !? . While i was outside , even got picked up by uncle -.- ask me wan join them in Dragonfly instead ?? . Okay . FINE . I shooked him off . While Que-ing outside this girl keep banging on me . Yes, i wasn`t in a good mood so even she apologised i diao her . And her ugly fren diao back . I dunno why . But it juz sounds so ah lian huh ?? . In the club keep getting bang by another guy who was dancing like crazy . This time i remained cool . But Kwan`s fren was nice enough and went to stand on my side so i don`t get banged when he heard me complaining to Koon . For the night , thanks those guys . They`re really protective like bodyguards . Even me & Koon went to smoke one of them followed so nth will happen . And while walking some really acted like a bodyguard to push those who were in our way . Hees . Thanks ppl . While in smoking drea met the girl again who bang on me . But this time she apologised again and i told her itz was fine i was really in a bad mood tatz why i din`t ans her and she keep saying i`m fierce -.- kanna POR abit by her still . So not tat bad la . Hahas .
. After the club . Many stuff happened . So let`s skip it . Really sick of it though .

. After theme party today . Iziit nicer tat i`m in short hair or long ?? . Hah . Okay my leg is ugly wif those scar due to some incident happened before . Thanks Wei Chang , u`re really a responsible guy to keep the party going :)

. Hav nth much to blog abt now . Kinda dunno wat to say but updating straight to the point . Many stuff hav been happening . And i dunno now . Where am i heading to...

. P.S : Readers . Plz Pray tat life will be easier for me now . And pray for my mom`s health and family to be save and healthy .

2009-08-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

. 2Oth August 2009 . Movie wif Jen @ Cine . . Itz been sometime since i`m out wif Jen . Itz been like a million years since i took a MRT . Lil stuff ytd but brought back lotsa memories .

. Itz been sometime since we took pictures together too .

. Look at the eye bags of mine .

. Waiting for the last train home .

. Ghost in the train . Hahas . She`s being lame . Watched " Where Got Ghost ?? " ytd . It was lame . Especially the last story . Kinda regret watching it . Funny . Yes . But it was not a good show still . After movies got the last train to Tanah Merah and went for supper at Simpang . She came over my place to stay .

. And ytd night . My room was crowded . 3 person sleeping in my small room plus Tinklebell . 1 snoring beside me . The other snoring under my feet . Hah . Itz kinda warm to hav my room crowded wif ppl and slp beside me when itz on the lunar 7th month . Feels save .

. Okay tata . Lazy to blog much .

2009-08-17T23:16:00.001+08:00

. New INK on .. Last picture of my clean thigh took on the 13th august before i got my ink on for the rest of my life .

. Pictures during INK-ing . 16th August .
. I may be smiling may look relaxed . Yea . But itz fucking painful . But it was alright for me . UNTIL hours later and it starts to swell . IT WAS HELL . In the beginning i still could joke and laugh . When itz gonna end i hope Jen would juz stop talking to me . Muhahahas . Thanks for the company dear .
. I`m strong huh . 5 needles for outline . 15 needles for shadings . My artist told me lotsa story abt how ppl couldn't take the pain . Most of them would faint & there more absurd once . But i`m strong enough la huh still can laugh . LOL . GIRL POWER !! .

. Pictures are not according to sequence . Sth seem to be wrong wif blogspot . So yea . Wat was inked on are not suppose to show toO . COPYRIGHTs from me u see ?? . Hahars . Itz sth tat i thought of myself to get it inked on and itz meaningful to me .

. Right , shall end here .

. U`re not sorry -Taylor Swift .

12.53am

2009-08-04T02:26:00.002+08:00

. 3rd August 2009 .
. Apologies for neglecting this page . But for today , let me go personal . I hav no one else to turn tO even the biggest, the dumbest side of me , the most hurting for me & others has happened in my life . Everything was ugly . Everything was a lie . I had enough . Nev wanna hurt others . But wif yr actions yr lies u made it all . I can`t believe how stupid i am . To belief u time & time again . To forgive u time & time again . And all ?? . I was all alone ... Sitting downstairs , going crazy , crying & hurting myself . She , she has yr family side . She and yr family was waiting for u to go hOme . To settle everything . And me ?? . i hav NO ONE at all . NO one . I`m the one tat hurt there too BUT why . I did nth wrong . All was u . And all was on me . Each time , i found out abt u . U said all u wan & i CAN`T BELIEVE how STUPID I am to belief u . To forgive u . And today , wif my own eyes . I`ve seen it all . U holding her back . When u said it was over . U lying to me when she`s not there . When dunnO u or her purposely called me to let me hear her presence wif u . And u can lie abt it . Until i see it wif my own eyes . Don`t lie to me anymore . I don`t deserve all this shit . NOT at all . Knowing u for so long it was even stupid to be wif u . But WHY !? . U hav done the ugliest things on earth . But why ?? . WHY do i even hav to hurt myself ?? . I`m not some girls who wants u even how ugly yr past , yr presence and who u are now . I don`t need yr money nor yr families . My family can give me better . I don`t need yr car neither , my family can give me better . I don`t need u to support me , cuz i can support myself and u at the same time . BUT WHY !? . All i needed was u to NOT LIE , was for u TO BE FAITHFUL AND TRUTHFUL . How i lost my frenz and my family to be wif u . I don`t need anything from u . But u gave me everything . EVERYTHING tat a girl WOULDN`T WANT . Not only me , u hurt innocent party . Why muz i stay ?? . And why am i staying !? . Itz not tat i`m some CHEAP girls u know tat i hav to faster get myself SOLD out . Itz not tat i don`t hav education nOr future to wan somebody to support . Itz not tat my family is poor tat i hav to find a better family to support . NO . NOT AT ALL . Not even a single bit . But why am i staying wif u ?? . I did nth wrong at all to u before . Why are u treating me like this . And who i hav ?? . She got hurted , at least . She could go back to yr home . Get comfort get love . And me who didn`t do anything wrong at all , who`s the one tat being hurt by YOU . I get nth . I suffered all ALONE downstairs after Pat left . All ALONE . Each time i always pray to god . WHY ?? . Why muz u give me this kinda life when i`ve not done anything at ALL . For HIM , i got wat i deserve bec i did not treat him well wif my temper when he treated me the best . But i learnt . I`ve not showed any temper when u didn`t do anything wrong . I try my best to change , to belief u , to give u chance . ANd this is all i get . EVERYTHING WAS A LIE . I`ve hurt u wif my temper . I`m sorry . But u`ve hurt me even more . And plz .. BE FAIRER . I DIDN`T DO ANYTHING WRONG . PLZ DON`T DO THIS to me anymore .

. I`ve helped u even as fren through yr downfall through yr troubles . I told u , i nev wanna hav anything in return . Juz don`t lie to me , don`t hurt me . Each time i found out i gave u chance . I forgave u . But now ?? .

. U told me , i nev asked for anything . Tatz why u nev gave me anything . No bags , no shoes , no wallet , no ANYTHING . Bec u said i nev ask . Even a cab fare home or watever . I nev took from u . I told u all i wan is truth , love , faithfulness & commitment . I told u , U CAN`T THEN LEAVE . Cuz we don`t hav to suffer together . U promised the WHOLE WORLD . U hav not did a single bit . I gave u time and kept quiet . But don`t give me anything tat i NEV ASKED for ...

. I`ve got nobody to turn to but here . ANd it was a bec of u .....

. I`m holding all the hurts alone . ALL ALONE . Can someone be here . Can someone care for me ?? . Plz . I nev turn to my parents bec they are very traditional . I`ve got to drink all alone to hide my sorrows , I gotta type this all alone while crying . Is this the only way to let out my sorrows ?? . I`m hurt . I`m really am , i`m alone . I`m really am . Can someone stay wif me ?? . Can someone be here wif me ?? . I don`t wan my life to be like this . I don`t wan . So wat a family is rich . So rich . SO WAT !? . I rather be poor and happy . I rather be ugly and being loved . I don`t wan to be typing while i`m half tipsy and crying all alone . NOBODY CARE CARE FOR ME . NOBODY IS HERE . WHY IZIIT SO UNFAIR . WHY !? . WHEN I DON`T DO ANYTHING WRONG , EVERYBODY PUT THE FAULT ON ME . I DON`T WAN GO THROUGH MY LIFE IN DARKNESS ANYMORE . I DON`T WAN TO LAY IN HOSPITAL BED ALONE AGAIN ALONE . I`M DRINKING ALONE FACING THE BALCONY WIF THE LONELY VIEW . AND TAT HURTS ME EVEN EVEN MORE !!!! . I NEV DO ANYTHING WRONG . WHY GOD WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . WHY MUZ U DO THIS TO ME !!!! . I HAD ENOUGH OF THE PAST WHY MUZ U DO THIS AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . U SAVED MUMMY FROM HER HURT LET HER BUILT UP EVERYTHING . BUT WHY . I WAN GET LOVE . I WANNA GO CRY TO MUMMY AND GET HUGS WHEN I`M HURT . BUT I CAN`T . CUZ I KNOW MUMMY WILL HATE HIM AND I DON`T WAN . AND WAT ?? . I DON`T HAV A SIBILING TO TURN TO BEC MY ONLY BROTHER DON`T TALK TO ME AND HIT ME WHEN I`M YOUNG . SO TELL ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . WATZ THE USE OF BEING IN A RICH FAMILY AND GOT NO LOVE . NOT EVEN FROM A BF !!!!!!!!!!?????????????? . WHO ONLY KNOWS HOW TO HURT U . WHO ONLY KNOWS HOW TO LIE . TELL ME !!!!!!! . I DON`T HAV LOVE , I TREAT MY FREN SO FUCKING WELL . THE FIRST FREN WHO IS WIF ME WHEN I FIRST GOT INTO SECONDARY SCH . BUT BETRAYING ME AND BIRTCHING BEHIND MY BACK BEC SHE GOT SOME OTHER FREN WHO INFULENCE HER . WHOM A NICE GIRL TURN INTO A BITCH AFTER U GROW UP WIF HER AND SHE`S GOT HER NEW FRENZ . I`M HURT . I`M ALWAYS BUT I NEV SHOWED . GOD , TAKE ME AWAY !!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . STOP THE HURT , STOP THE PAIN FROM FRENZ , FAMILY AND RELATIONSHIP EVEN RELATIONSHIP PARENTS WHO CALL U TO SCOLD WHENEVER WHEN I DIDN`T DO ANYTHING . WHOM U HELP SO MUCH EVEN HE OWES PPL MONEY U HAV TO TAKE OUT YR LIL ALLOWNCE TO HELP HIM . WHO U NEV EVER EXPECT ANYTHING BUT LOVE AND FAITHFULNESS . GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . PLZ SAVE ME . I`M HURT ENOUGH FROM PAST RELAIONSHIP . NOW !'? . FROM FRENZ , FAMILY AND SAME RELATIONSHIP . I DON`T WAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . I THINK TAT I WAS ALWAYS NICE . TO SAVE FRENZ WHO QUARREL . TO SAVE PPL . TO EVERYTHING I THINK OF PPL MPORE THAN MYSELF . BUT WHY IS PPL TREATING ME LIKE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . BEC I BORN IN RICH FAMILY ?????????????????. BEC PPL LOVE ME WHEN I NEV MAKE THEM LOVE ME ?????????????????? . BEC PPL JEALOUSY WHEN I DIDN`T DO ANYTHING ?????????????????????? . BEC I LOVE THE WRONG GUY OVER AND OVER AGAIN . GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . PLZ . I NEV NEV EVER DO ANYTHING WRONG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . THE ONLY THING I`M WRONG NOW IS LOVING THE WRONG GUY AND BEING STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . AND I`M SUFFERING ALL THIS BY MYSELF . U KNOW !? . MYSELF . DEAR LORD JESUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . U TOUCHED ME BEFORE . I BELIEVED IN U SO MUCH BEFORE . BUT NOW WAT ARE U GIVING TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . I HATE MY LIFE . NO MATTER IF I`M IN A RICH FAMILY . I WAS NEV PROUD . BEC MOM TAUGHT ME NEV BE PROUD BEC SHE CLIMB INTO HER STATUS TODAY WIF HER OWN HANDS . BEC WE WERE NEV BORN IN A RICH FAMILY UNTIL THEY CLIMBBED !!!!!!!!!! . I HAV NEV WANNA BE HURT AND NEV WANNA HURT OTHERS . NOW OTHER GIRL IS HURT . NOW I`M EVEN MORE HURT . PLZ TAKE ME BACK WIF U GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . PLZ ............................................................... I`M HURTING .

. 4.14 am .

2009-07-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

. Credits : Joe Hani .

. I`m back people !! . Really apologise for not updating this page for so long . Seems like a hundred when i came back to my blog . Hah , was really lazy & didn`t hav the time . Right , i`ll update few of the major stuff now yea . Guess i won`t like a writer like i use to . So , enjoy this short post ( If it`ll be la . Hah, cuz i dunnO how much are typed after my fingers stop )

. Mervin`s bday .

. Wif company & close frenz at St James . Happy Birthday boy :)

. Desmond`s birthday .

. A surprise planned by Pat for his birthday in a pub at Princep wif company . The whole level was booked by her for her boy .

. All the girls & the birthday boy :)

. Happy Birthday to Stefan on the same day toO :)

. Zouk wif Darling Daphie , family & family frenz on the 24th of June .. Zouk Pary Princess . Thanks Kwan for the title :) .

. Eng Kwan , me , Lay Koon & Eng kiat . I`m Lay Yee part of the family too . Hah !! .. Big sis , me , Hossan Leong & Daph .

. Video of Hossan Leong dancing on stage .

. After Zouk which was tooooo crowded , we went over to our usual club again . St. James . And got myself a lil hurt & disfigured there bec of a bloody Thai girl dancing on stage . Nope , didn`t fight . But juz a lil push & kick for her down the stage when she has offended the whole girls on stage & coming of Daphie tatz why i did tat . Girl , u may wanna go back to Thailand . As u can see , nobody really welcomes u . Even the guy who bought u here . The girls was really pissed tat after pushing her down the guy dragged her away the stage of girls pointed middle finge at her wif me . And see the reason why even the bouncer didn`t stop me ?? . I guess St.James really wan u out toO .

. Disfigured by her bloody nails . She really likes pointy stuff . I wonder how sharp are her nails , she fell off the stage . While fallin she gave me a present .. And my thigh . Guess it done by her heels when she fell . Tatz why i said , she seems to love pointy and sharp stuff . HATE Thai girls , they`re like China woman . Only go for guys for money , break ppl family up & betraying their own body . Take this _l_ bitches .

2009-06-06T17:34:00.001+08:00

. Happy Birthday my dear SUPERSTAR Hong YuYang !! .

. Celebration at Raining Bar on the 5th for YuYang`s birthday wif afew close frenz .. The Star of the public . The star of our eyes . The star of the night . The birthday boy Hong YuYang .. Birthday cake bought by me & Mer .

. Stupid boy touched the cake .. Making his wish . He told us was to wish everybody life to be filled wif happiness . Make a wish for yrself instead okay ?? .

. Brothers .. Good girlfrenz .. Gera :). NAH !! .. Ken ... NICE !? .. The girls .. Me & Kaiq .

New song added last few days , Hush Hush by PussyCat Dolls & Roll the Credits by Paula Deanda

2009-06-02T22:34:00.001+08:00

. Gonna take this very special day to make a marking on my blog . Itz Tinkle`s first birthday :) and i hope there won`t be a last . Well , through my busy & tiring day . I told myself tat i muz blog today . So here i am . Wishing my BABY a very HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD !! .. My present to my baby , a pool bath . As i know she love playing wif waters & mummy don`t allow her to bathe in the bathtub anymore . So bought her a pool bath hoping tat every bath time will be a enjoyable one:)

Mummy`s prayer:

. I pray tat Tinklebell will live life happily wif great health & beauty . I`ll treasure every single moment wif u & promise tat i`ll nev beat or scold u unnecessarily . Life is short , mummy will always love u forever whether u`re wif me or without me . One day looking back to this post mayb i`ll break down . Mayb u`ll nev understand wat mummy says . But i hope tat through my actions u know tat how much mummy loves u & will nev give u up for anything in the world . Plz stay healthy & happy . Dear god plz don`t ever take Tinkle away from me like how u took scooby . I will always love Tinkle wholeheartedly . & May god`s protection be on Tinkle .

Amen.

. 31st May 2009 . Tinkle`s birthday celebration at my place .

. Tinklebell`s birthday cake .

. Doggy foods . Things were planned too last minute . Food ordered came to be a great disappointment . Hav to drive to get some other snacks & meal for doggies . But still ther food wasn`t finished . Tinkle was moody , didn`t wanna drink nor eat when other doggies were ard . It was kinda heart-aching for me to see her like tat though . But hope the other doggies enjoyed themselves especially Mafia :)

. My baby hiding behind the cushions . When i first came up wif the other doggies Tinkle got so scared tat she climbed up the sofa & rushed behind the cushions to get herself protected . Didn`t expect this to happen either . Cuz when she still was young , she didn`t even cared abt King`s presence when i bought her there . For other doggies she met outside , she always act like a princess when other doggis wanna make fren wif her . She`ll turn away . Well didn`t expect this to happen . The time upstairs , she was sitting on the chair the whole time & other doggies socialising themselves . Itz didn`t turn out as it expected . But still , hope Tinkle is happy .. Bought the doggies down for a walk at the same time bringing Ming Kai & Brandon up .. The humans tat night . Remus & Ming Kai .. Mr big size . Brandon .

. Messed i created for pouring the fish food into the bottle . Hahahars . Hav to trouble so many to help clear up . Itz even more pai sae when itz only after i scold Brandon dumb .

Me : " U stupid ah dunno how to pour , pour until like tat ."

Brandon : " Okay lOrs , u pour "

* Taking the packet of food & poured it too anxiously . Then ... Spilled everything "

Brandon " . Hahahars !! "

-__________-'"

. Yeap if u dunnO i`ve got muscular hands . And itz disgusting . I know ...

. Mr King King . Koon & Kwan`s doggy . He drank so much water & went to pee on my carpet . One of them is enough to fill my pool downstairs . Hahahars !! .

. The King is tired .. Mafia !! . Remus`s doggy . He`s cute . Kinda like ... YIAO GUI ( hungry ghost ) which is why it makes him cute . Hahahars . The moment he came in , he went to eat my Tinkle`s dinner . Hahars . He love sleeping at this spot . Dunno why either , wif 3 pots supporting his back . Cute eh , eat so much but still so skinny . Unlike yr owner . Anyway . Hope u`ll recover soon Mafia !!

. Cake cutting for Tinklebell :)

. Me & my baby birthday girl .. Giving my baby a lil peck on her head like usual .. Blowing off her birthday cake`s candle .. " Auntie " Daph wif Tinklebell .. Auntie Daph communicating wif Tinkle " Why are u so moody today huh lil girl ?? . Itz yr birthday party u know ?? .". Kwan settling down the doggies .. Everybody :). Doggy & doggy families :). Baby sleeping after a tiring night .

. P.S : To my dear frenz who came . I really appreciated tat night very much . Thanks for turning up even though it was such a last min preparation . I`m really thankful for yr presence . For me , itz sth tatz considered once in a lifetime . Time will to pass , and i can nev turn back a first birthday for my baby again . And having u guys here is really heartwarming even though it wasn`t a very glamorous or mayb a big affair . I hoped u enjoyed tat lil party . And i really thank those whom i nev expect to come & came . And thanks Remus , Koon & Kwan for bringing yr lil fur fren along . It wasn`t easy to handle dogs at a party . This is the reason why i`m even more touch wif yr presence . Thank u all . Thank Kai & Brandon for coming tOo . Love u all :)

. After the night . Koon , Kwan , Brandon & I all went out for a lil drink .

. 1st May counting down to her actual birthday on the 2nd wif TinkleBell . Made a paw print to keep the beautiful memory of her first birthday .. Printing her paw on the mould when the clock stroked 12 am .. One last time . Happy birthday my baby . Mummy love u forever .

. 29th May . Picture of our group after presentation in sch .

2009-05-29T01:12:00.001+08:00

. Back for updates .

. 28th May .

. School as usual , but during the break . I decided to go home . Why ?? . I suddenly realized tat i`l outta cash . Like so sudden u bec bankrupt . Feeling very insecure without money on me . I decided to return home halfway through . Useless eh ?? .

. Walking our way to West Mall during break time we saw this dead snake . Kinda cool to see snakes in Singapore eh ?? . But itz half decomposed & ants are crawling over it . Kinda yucky though .

. Was having my rest at home . The guys & Xiu decided to come over my place for a swim . Itz been along time since i stepped down to the waters so decided to join them too since i`m putting on weights .. 2 fats & 2 skinnies swimming the the pool . Hah .

2009-05-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

. Before starting my entry on yesterday , would like to share this video wif u guys . I came abt this video on Eng Kwan`s page on FB . Find it kinda cute so here iziit sharing wif u guys . Hope it enjoyed :)

. 23rd May . The usual club , power house . To be honest . Yest SUCKS big time . It was my worst clubbing experience . I dunno why , but nody got high ( well , except for Xmei ) & everybody was squeezing ard like kanna cramped in a sardine can . It totally sucks like hell . And it made me almost pull some bitches hair outta their sculp . Most of all . The DJ tat night sucks big time . Adding fuels to the fire , fren got injured in fights . So , tat is how much the night sucks last night .

. Itz been so long i got myself prepared for a night of fun & it turn out to be such an uglg night . Well lovelies . Let`s take a rest & start sometime again . For now i gotta rush through projects tat i haven`t start & deadline is drawing so nearrrrrrrr . And i`ve gotta say i`ve let my group down . They`ve been busying doing projects & i`ve not helped in a bit . Graphs , here i am searching for u . Anybody hav graphs on Coffee & Cereal production through each year email me yea ?? . Hahahars . But itz still surprising tat i`ve passes all of the few test taken previously when i`ve skipped sch so much & not attending lessons . Let to say i`ll study on my own accord . Hahahars . Let`s proceed to pictures huh .

. In the noon , went to pick darling kooning & kwanie up and went for a lil shopping spree at Parkway .

. Daphie bought her things over my place & prepare to hit the club together . . And we brought my lil Tinklebell for a walk downstairs :) hees . At the same time fetching the guys up from the guard house .

. In the club , Xmei & other guys were there . Didn`t take much pictures though .. Yeap , shall not hide anymore . From the picture is obvious tat i`m pregnant isn`t it ?? . Hahahahahas . Juz kidding .

. Forever crazy Mei ... Met the LONG TIME NO SEE Darry there . Hahahrs .. I hate my hair .. On the dancefloor .. Somebody`s powerful storage . He vomited juz outside the toilet . Itz like ?? . Afew steps to the door and u can vomit there . I was saying to the China aunty " TA MA DE , ZE ZONG REN hors !! . SHI TA MA DE . " Itz was meant to be a joke la . But if the aunty get another hint abt ZE ZONG REN ZAI ZI LI TU BU DONG SHA LE DOU SHAO SHU . Hees , sorry ah . A lil Channel 8 hOrs . Lazy to translate to English .

2009-05-20T22:54:00.001+08:00

. Alright ~!! . Back for updates . Sorry darlings tat it took so long to get hold of the pictures . Here i am tO update yea . If ya like any of the pictures PM me . I`ll send ya if i`m online . Hahars . Alright , guess these posts are really over-dued .

. But first of all , hav to thank mom for buying me a diamond ring ytd . Will reveal how it looks like when i got it cuz it has to be customed made . Any interest in diamonds u can contact me & i`ll direct u to the right person . Will talk more abt it when my ring is here yea ?? .. Kai & " Frances Teo " at Zoe`s chalet on the 8th May . Did i his name correctly ?? . Don`t think so . But i know how to spell M.O.U.S.T.A.C.H.E alright . . 9th May . Back to St. James after so long wif Darling daphie , Kwan , YY , Mer & group . In members area this time then down for dance . Didn`t take much pictures on tat day cuz i was busy enjoying time wif darlings & things didn`t work out fine after that tat night .. Kwanie & I . I know i look much uglier wif the new hair .. Darling <3

. Pictures of drunkards . Holy shit did a grass somersault .. Vomiting Mer at the back and putting up a strong front YuYang .

. 10th May . Kyle`s chalet @ Downtown East . Happy 21st Birthday Mr Shum !! .

. 1st day of chalet . Birthday boy engrossed wif his new HTC Diamond touch 2 . I think it is ah . Hahahahars . Cuz i dunnO much abt technology man !! .. 2nd day of chalet . Jernning ( Kyle`s GF ) & Birthday boy .. They call it the brother`s shoot . More to it below .. Spot Bear`s jiao bin .

-16th May

. Guess my blog is getting more boring , my entry & my language sucks after so long .

2009-05-08T18:41:00.001+08:00

. HOLA world !! . Back for updates . Gonna rush to finish this update as i`ve gotta rush to get sth for Zoe . Itz her Bday chalet tonight . So .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE !! .

. Decide to update still , as today is the only time i`m free . Cuz i skipped sch again . Muahahahas . Woke up late u see ..

. Waking up wif a surprised note from someone . Hah . I didn`t know he came & even bought me breakfast . No wonder he knows tat i didn`t wanna ans his call while i`m asleep . Sorry man . Sleeping ma !! . Muahahahas . Anyway , thanks for the breakfast even u`re late for work . Tat was really sweet of u :) appreciate it alot .

. Yuyang bought Tiramisu for me after his work on the day Quan Yi Feng was here .

. Happy belated birthday my lovely Kimmy !! . 7 years & still counting . Lubb euu ~ !! .

. Celebrated on th 25th . Actual birthday on the 28th . Log on to Kim`s blog for more updates & pictures :)http://kim-snap-you.blogspot.com

. A video of wat we`ll do when we`re high on liquor . . . .

. Talking to a purse ......

. On the 28th . Toni & Guy hair event .

. Theme : Virtual Life .

. Jen was pulled there by me . Muhahahas . So to say , she`s a hair model on tat day tOo .. Mer`s was there tOo as a hair model for Essensual .. My hair artist . Hiyo .. My hair artist & Make up artist . . Jen look like a barbarian doesn`t she ?? . But her artist work there was like the most creative in all i saw there .

. Sorry sugars , kinda lazy to update so there`s nth much describe on the posts . Will continue to some random post yea .

. Tinkle playing wif her new toy on the 1st of May . Toy bought for her the day before when i brought her out shopping again .. Tinkle drives tOo . Muhahhahas . On Kor`s car seat on the 4th may .. Now some random pictures of my lammy classmate . First, flower top Alica .. Second , Ms Good Looking . She`ll even stick herself up the board to stick to the title . Okay , i know i`m the one being lame now .... Excuse me la huh . Itz been sometime since i update blog , i dunno wat else to type . Making it worst is my lazy brain ain`t working . Slept too long i guess ...

2009-05-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

. Updated playlist again :D this time itz 3 of my favourite new songs . Enjoy them !! . Don`t complain tat itz KP hOrs !! . Can press pause button or forward button if ya guys don`t like .

- Taking back my love
- Jai Ho
-My lips like sugar

. Misses . Lazy to update . Hahahars . Will be back for updates !! .

2009-05-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

. A lil update as i`m waiting for someone to come . Parents are overseas .. Like again . I`m broke , and they`re not ard . Who will i take money from !? . Watz worst is , i`m scared . Nobody`s home, brother is always out . Only one left is maid & TinkleBell . Well , for today my brother happy happy host party upstairs . And one of the my brother`s guest is Quan Yi Feng .

. She loves Tinklebell alot alot .

. * I know i look ugly . Wat do u expect ?? . I`m at home !! . *

2009-04-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

. Apologies people . Been busy so recently tat i`ve got lazy to blog eah time . Will do a short update now & update on various events sooner or later yea ?? . As i`ve spoilt my mouse again . I dunno how . But there`ll be lotsa pictures coming up . So i prefer using a mouse if not it`ll be damn troublesome . Conclusion ?? . I hav a lazy ass ...

. Now to update on afew of my personal stuff .

. 26th . Surprise present from HQ when YY passed it to me at my place . Portrait of me & cards of words .. Today , i was in the cab to sch . I saw somebody who looks really familiar passed by the cab . And itz raining damn heavily . And there he was near the gate in sch juz to pass me the limited edition lipstick from M.A.C & and an apple strudel for breakfast . Somehow a girl will feel touch . But i didn`t . Some things had to be done at the right time . Tat wasn`t the right time . And now knows the abt thinking more than juz to do WAT HE WANTS . But still hav to thank him for doing tat . It was nice . And he bought this lipstick bec i lose mine ( Playboy limited edition ) in ZIRCA .. SHOCK RIGHT !? . On why is the playboy lipstick still here ?? . Itz juz the box . I got shock when i saw it today after i came home from sch . I thought " EH !? . I NEV BRING THERE MEHS ?? ."

. End up it was juz the box tat i didn`t bring . . . .

2009-04-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

. Some updates after so long . Newsest news to me is MY DADDY juz got ROM !! . Muhahhaas . He suddenly texted me said he got ROM . Well i`m really happy for him though . CONGRATS dad !! . Lotsa love :)

. 22nd April . HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING KAI !! . Actual bday on te 25th :)

. Pictures wif Allan . This is the only pic i got him on my HP . Happy birthday sucka !! . Hope u enjoyed yr day :) U`re the best fighting buddy of mine :D

. And sch started . Some pictures wif my new classmates . I love my classmates . They are all so nice & cute . Hees . I`ve got Ms J & i`m Tyra Banks !! . Muahhahaas .. Bernice , Eunice & Me . Realize they both end wif a NICE ?? . Muhahahas .. This is Ms J ( Hashim ) & Alica !! . My first fren in sch was Alica . She`s one cute lil ass . Muahahhahahas .

. Crazy -.-. And tata !! . Use Alica`s big smile to sign off wif the world :) Hahahars .

. Sorry man . Not in the mood to blog much . Guess i`ve been keeping lotsa things in me tat i broke down in my dream . I couldn`t cry out in my dream . All the unfairness in my life . I dream of them . And i couldn`t cry in my dream . I was actually crying so hard while i`m sleeping tat i`ve woke up . Yea . One day i`ll thank those people for ruining my life ...

2009-04-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

. P.S : I`ve got a good BF . But i`m still not happy . Itz not me . Itz u .

. U did the best u can be as a BF . But u nev realize how many things u`re doing on the other hand to hurt me . Always u going ard being the good one & i`m the bad one . But who knows the real things behind ?? . All i hav to say is . I`m tired . I really am .

. All u think is abt yrself . Years passed . Why can`t i juz hav a relationship tatz happy . I know there`s many things tat i`ll scold u abt . But u nev thought of the reason why . I`m tired not juz this . And i`m thinking . If we shld juz end it now .............

2009-04-21T02:11:00.001+08:00

. Was juz exiting from Carltex wif Jen . And suddenly a guy & a girl was shouting behind . ( Both stylish wif Toni & Guy T-shirt ) . When we turned . Thinking " wat had happened ?? " . The girl straight away asked if i could be her hair model . I`m like . " HUH ?? " . And yeap, i agreed after much conversation , i`ll be a hair model for Toni & Guy . She was thanking me . And tat Jen was saying i`m a model and watever . She was like " tat explains my good body & how she only look for pretty models " . ( But she miss out the part " tat didn`t explain yr height " ) . Hahars . Okay i`m being lame . And comes talking abt my hair & touching them . She says i hav great hav even i hav bleached it before & wat so ever . She even thought i`ve blown dried my hair to give such a silky texture . But nope . Answering to everybody`s qns . I`ve nev blown dried my hair as i`m a lazy person . I had NEVER re-boned my hair as i`ve got high forehead . And i nev went for any treatments . Only once when i permed my hair very long ago . So seeing my hair like tat . Itz bec of Carol Herbal Essence . Muahhahhahaa !! . Juz kidding . But itz is the way it is . No work done to it . But most of all . Baby love my hair . And . Thanks for the hair Tony & Guy found me . Let`s pray nth ugly will be done to my hair then . Hahars . Alright tatz all for the newest update !! .

. Nights ppl .

xOxO

2009-04-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

. Updated playlist again . Enjoy it ppl :) sorry tat i haven`t been updating . Too lazy . And there`s no time or nth for me to update either . Hees . Will try to update soon :)

. P.S : . I miss my frenz . ( Can`t get no satisfaction )

2009-04-10T19:10:00.000+08:00

. 9th April , bathing session wif Baby TinkleBell .. Tinkle`s bubble bath .. Itz been sometime since i`ve bathe Tinkle . Cuz i`m always sleeping late & she can`t bathe late if not she`ll catch a chill . But this time , gave Tinkle a bath straight when i returned from sch . Cuz mummy is not ard to give Tinkle a bath .. Ha !! . She`s sitting and leaning against me like a baby .. Tinkle tummy FAT FAT .. Finished bathing .. And had a lil swimming session after bath . She`s really scared though . Mayb itz bec i hold her up to kick the waters . Well . Aren`t dogs a swimmer in nature ?? . I still wanna act one teach her to make her scared . KAY KIANG ...

. But i guess baby knows mummy will always be there to protect her eh .

. And she`s here disturbing me while blogging . So noisyyy .

. Video of Tinkle playing wif her favourite toy after bath :)

. And also , HAPPY FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY . Or not .

. Didn`t do anything special . Bought baby`s a DKNY perfume . And gave him on the 8th when itz gonna stuck 12 am tatz turning 9th . Well , back to didn`t do anything special . But it was fine as long as we`re together . Watz so unhappy abt then ?? . Things hav change . Yea mayb itz bec of me . I don`t deny & i`m trying to change back . U said there was surprise and such . In the end there weren`t . Don`t go ard saying itz bec of me . I told u i wanna bathe Tinkle and hav a rest as i`m realllly tired after since sch hav started . U came over accompanied me , but i wan to be like my usual day which i nev had for such a long time even during my holidays . On air-con during a hot day in the living room . Watch cartoon till i fall asleep . I wouldn`t know wat u hav in mind if u don`t let me know . And i only fell asleep at 6.30 . But woke up earlier than 8.30 bec u`re throwing tantrums . I slept less than 2 hours only man . Yea , i might not know wat u`re thinking . U say shops close . But even shops open . Wat surprises are there in the shops ?? . I was thinking of resting then go out for meal and catch a movie after tat or sth only . Watever it is . U always go ard saying i`m at fault . Saying i`m the bad one . But i didn`t know wat u`re thinking !! . And itz not tat i didn`t spend the time wif u either right . Always i`m at fault . I`m the bad one . But why don`t u tell ppl u`re the one expecting TOO MUCH ?? . U wan me to change my life . Bec u come , i cannot watch tv . Cannot slp in the living room . CANNOT TALK OR PLAY wif Tinkle . Itz really a lil ridiculous on how much things u ask for . But i was nev the one gOing ard complaining . But u`re the one . And tat makes me the bad and CB one . There`s always reason behind a issue . I dunno wat else to say . Or wat else i can do . All i know is , u`re nev understanding . And u only think abt yrself . Seriously .......... Even when u`re not happy u ride like wat . U can don`t care abt me . But care abt ur life !! . U can don`t even care abt yrs . But wat abt other road users ?? . Okay . Let`s say i`m always the one at fault okay . I`m at fault tat i woke up when u threw yr tantrum . Tat i talk to u , u don`t wanna ans . Tat i ask u whether u wan me to go prepare for so long u don`t wanna ans me . SO I WATCH TV . And u blame me for watching tv . I`m all at fault . I`m at fault to be SOOO tired tat i fell asleep without knowing tat i`m asleep after u left . I`M ALL AT FAULT . And it makes me don`t understand why this relationship is like tat .. Bec u`re the one crying & complaining . Tat makes the whole world to put the fault on me . And always i`m the one keeping quiet .

2009-04-09T17:01:00.001+08:00

. Dear frenz & Readers . I`ve removed my tagboard . Thanks the all those craps all of u hav added in . I`ve created an email account juz for ppl to email me if they need any update on my blog . Like relinking or such . But , itz not my MSN account yea . So plz don`t add on yr msn okay ?? .

. Anyhoos , there`s reason why i`ve removed my tagboard . Bec of spammers . OR , shld i even say A SPAMMER . Well , itz really quite entertaining to see how A person uses different name and tag on a single tagboard ?? . Imagine wat kinda normal would sit person sitting infront of the screen & hiding behind so many names . Really , darling . I really wonder if u hav any life . Or frenz or family . I`m thinking , u tag . Yeaa . tat may a lil entertainment for u . And uses another name to reply yr OWN tag ?? . And uses another to AGREE yr OWN tag again . Seriously , when i went to check the I.P address . U really brought entertainment to my life instead of anger . Who in the right state of mind will sit in front of a computer and spams someone blog & tag again to reply yr own tag and laughing to yrself in the tag . Itz like talking to YRSELF ?? . And not to miss out the word laughing . I guess i shld hav pasted the spams u`ve made . It might help entertaining my readers too . But sorry to say . Darling u`re not worth my time :) Go find yr own frenz or family to entertain u alright ?? . U play yr own emotions . U direct & act on yr own . I seriously think u need a psychiatrist . If u really need one . Email me . And i`ll be glad to introduce one specialist to u . PROVIDED if u hav the money tOo u see ?? . Well darling . Thanks for the entertainment . But really , u`re not worth my time . Don`t u see ?? . U`ve been trying to tag so many times and i`ve nev replied . But still , itz VERY entertaining when i check yr IP address . Seeing u talking to yrself it makes me imagine wat kinda life u hav and wat a character u hav . I really do pity u . Thanks for the entertainment :) I think u`re such a small ant to me tat i don`t think tat i shld even spend another second typing this post to you .

. Well for people who might be curious who this person is . This is HER / his I.P address . HER/his I.P address nev changes like others would either . WONDER WHY ?? .
218.186.12.202

P.S : Thanks readers & passersby who hav contributed yr supports toO .

2009-04-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

. Tinkle loves taking pictures tOo !! .. Tinkle got stacked under the pillows . Muahahhaas .. And she loves looking out the window to see cars moving & scenery . And she known as . Ms Kaypo .. Resting on the pillow .

. Tinklebell signing off to the world wif a lil snack :) TATA !! .

2009-04-07T12:14:00.002+08:00

. 3rd April , video of Tinklebell & baby playing .

. Alright was juz watching this video after i uploaded it on blogger while Tinklebell was sleeping in her cosy house . And it came the part when i took her toy out ?? . She thought i really took out in real life . And she slowly walk over to me & see watz gOing on . Paws up the table & look at the video . Walked away wif disappointment . Lied near th window . Again , she came forward happily when she heard i said MUM MUM in the video . Hahahars , okay . Then she start reading while i type my first sentence of the paragraph . AS THOUGH SHE UNDERSTAND !! . Alright , i think i talk too much . Gonna give Tinkle a snack now to decrease her disappointment for hearing those in the video . Hahahars . TATA !! .
-12.30pm

. 4th April . Estee Lauder`s private sale wif Kimmy .

. Thanks Pappy , Mummy & ppl from Estee for the tickets . The blue ticket is the ticket under pappy`s name . Itz a day before the private sale open to public ( the blue ticket is more like " V.I.P " ticket i guess ) . But mom gave me the ticket late . And Kim & i hav tO line up so long before we could get in the sales .. And ... TA DAHHH . My long stretch of recipe . Lucky mom gave me money . Bec i`ve lost my whole make-up pouch during the FHM event at Zirca . So i hav to get everything new . BUT , nth can replace my limited edition PlayBoy lipstick by M.A.C .. Kim`s SHOU RU for the day . Hahars .. After tat , we headed to Bugis for some korean cruisne . Always feel like eating Korean dishes when i`m wif her . Dunno why . Muhahhaas , Mayb itz bec she like to step Korean .. Her limited editions .. My limited edition . Muhahahas . Well , there`s more to it .. Then the both of us went to take NeoPrints again . Muahhas . Reminice the past .. Lovely aren`t they ?? .

. In the night ,Tinkle was demanding for snacks as usual . But her snacks were out . So , i cut a piece of carrot for her . To my surprise . I saw the carrot left there like this . I dunno how she did it . But she`s one clever baby !! . Muahahahas . Tinkle always thought i`ll snatch her snack from her . See when i took this photo , she came to take the carrot back .

2009-04-02T21:47:00.001+08:00

. Happy 10th month baby TinkleBell !! .

. Bought a pawprint thingy for Tinkle . Wanted to do this for her very long . And finally found a D.I.Y kit to do it for her . At least next time , i will hav memory of her .. Firstly, made the plaster .. Then print the paw . Tinkle & Mummy ( without make up . I know , i may look ugly eh ). Finished !! . Paw print ?? . No , itz juz Tinkle`s nail print . AHHHH !! . WHY ?? . Bec i was talking to Aunty Dawn on the phone & i`ve let the plaster set too much . ARGHHH . I`m gonna make another one Tinkle when she`s one .

. Sorry baby for scolding u & gave u spank today . Feels so guilty now . Sorry , mummy love u :)

. Ouh btw , i`ve created my FB account . Add me if ya guys know me :) Mvp_prisc08@hotmail.com

2009-03-29T08:52:00.003+08:00

. HOLA world !! . I`m back for updates . Sorry tat i haven`t been updating for so long . Was spending most of my time wif baby & the guys . And i`m here early in the morning to update . Juz came back after my day wif my lil one , YY & Ah Bao . Well for today , i fell from Babys` bike . Luckily no much damage except for the breaks , if not i`ll be damn guilty . Not much injury on me either so no worries frenz :)

. Hees , Tinkle loves FHM too . Hahahars .
. Mayb this is why i fell from babys` bike . My karma for drawing a turtle on Ah Baos` helmet . But he added " I`m slow but i`m ahead of u "
. Ah Bao :) Thanks ...

. Alright let`s start updating on the past events okay ?? . There`s so much and so much i`ve forgotten . So i`ll juz post those which the the recent ones yea ?? . I don`t think u`re tat interested in my life either . My life is boooooooooooring . It juz revolve ard frenz and love ones .

. 25th march .. Day out shopping wif baby .. My turn to drive & babys' day to rest . If not itz always him picking me up going here & there .. ONE of the stuff i bought for my baby TinkleBell . Kinda cute eh , a finger brush . Tinke has a tooth brush . But she doesn`t wana brush her teeth . And she CHOU CHOU . So it was an ideal brush for her as mom said she only allow my mom to use towel and brush her teeth wif her fingers . So , ta dahh . Let`s wish Tinkle no more SMELLY SMELLY mouth okay ?? .. AND THIS !!! . CAN U BELIEVE I BOUGHT THIS 4 ITEMS FOR $67+ ?? . I`m crazy eh , i know . I wasn`t happy when i didn`t get much for myself . So anyhow buy . After tat ?? . I keep hitting myself for being so stupid . WTF ?? . ARRGHHH . Itz juz 4 items man !! . WTH !? . . Ans the end product . Ha , i did it myself . Skilled huh ?? . Ouh , didn`t thank baby for plucking out one of my crystal today when he hold my hands . Thanks huh . Bye bye Sworski crystal .

. 27th March . FHM TOP 100 EVENT AT ZIRCA !! .

. The girls of FHM . Vote for yr favourites now !! . ( from left to right ) GND 75 Zhen Yi Loo , GND 61 Gillian Tay , GND72 Jaslyn Lee , GND 51 Nabilah . And me !! .. Murni :) GND 19 .. Nabilah aka Bel or Rihana among us . Hahas .. Gillian . Ms Outgoing . Hahas . And some others playing at the back of us .. Zhen Yi Loo aka Zen wif Chua Li Yan GND 26 .. Hor Xuan Hua GND83 .

. I love the girls i met backstage . We had fun together in such a short time tat i didn`t hav much pictures taken wif them . But anyway vote for yr favourites today . Support me and the rest of the babes yea ?? . Alright not forgetting my own lovlies who came down to support me toO . Thanks Kwan for fetching me over . Baby & Ts . Jen , Kim & Ah Pa ( Jen`s brother ). My girls Kim & Jen .. My pretty Kim .. " Ah Pa " & Jen .. Me & Ah Pa wif his twins in his cute tummy .. Mer , me & HQ .. Watz this ?? . Brother wear ah ?? .. Lastly , Mr . Kwanie . Thanks for being there for me even when u`re sick :). After Zirca , went down to Boat Quay to hav dinner as i was damn hungry . So after dinner we decided to hav a lil drink again at Chillz Bar .

. The boss of Chillz Bar @ Boat Quay . She`s a very nice person . So get yr ass down to meet her . Chillz Bar had juz renovated and had their soft launch not too long . But not to worry , they`re having their grand opening soOn :) pop by anytime . By the way , this is not an advertorial . I`m juz promoting according to my personal life . Hees .. And watz more , my superstar Hong YuYang was spotted by a flim producer from a big company there for he sings so well . Congrats YuYang !! . He`s gonna make it even bigger . Mayb a album ?? . Mayb seeing him more on screen ?? . Watever it is , we`ll support u .. Ah Quan & YuYang .. Campus Superstar 2006 Hong YuYang top 8 & me !! . WOOO . Hahahars , i like some sua gu crazy over a superstar when i see him almost everyday -.-. And my dear KaiKai came over too . Sorry tat i`m spending so little time wif u girls . BUT !! . ITZ STILL NOT BEC OF LOVE OKAY !? .. Last picture before signing off to the world today . And don`t forget to vote for yr favourite babe in FHM gnd 2009 top 100 .

. To vote for me , sms to 73388 in the format . FHM4GND36 ( yr name ) ( yr NIRC ) ( yr email )

. For the other girls , remember their number and change the no. after GND will do :) wish all the girls in FHM good luck !! .

. P.S : Girls , if ya wan pictures from me . Plz add me in msn : Mvp_prisc08@hotmail.com . Link up if u hav a blog & stay in touch yea !?

Lotsa love ,

♥ Priscilla a.c

xOxO

2009-03-26T16:04:00.000+08:00

. Saw this email from Baby`s inbox , so will wanna share this wif all of yOu . Especially my friends & HYY .

. Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you .

. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?? . If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?? .

. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push! Actions speak louder than words.

. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

. A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have. Some people make the world special by just being in it. Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

. True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart. If u love something...let it go. If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was.

. A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug>until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u. Send this on to everyone special in your life, even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

2009-03-13T20:46:00.001+08:00

. FMH GND 2009 TOP 100 .. Get a copy of FHM today , April`s issue which is on the new stand TODAY !! .. Vote via sms .

. SMS format : FHM4GND36 (Yr name ) ( Yr NIRC ) ( EMAIL )

. Anyway 36 is my no. u can get a copy of FHM and vote for yr favourite contestant toO :) Frenz plz vote & support !! .

. And come to Zirca this coming 27th ( Friday ) 8pm for FHM event . U can get to meet the top 100 models there . Itz for invited guest . So if u wanna get a pair of ticket for the event . Email to RSVP@fhm.com.sg by the 20th of March !! . So see ya guys there !! . And don`t forget to vote . Get more ppl vote the better la . Hahahas . Anyway i don`t earn the money for the sms voting hOrs :) See ya !!! .

. Losta love .

Priscilla Ang ; Chua

xoxo

2009-03-11T01:28:00.001+08:00

. Yes !!. Finally my birthday pictures are here !! . Thanks Jen & this cute lil dumb drive . Itz so cute right !! ?? . I love it so damn much , but itz bought from airlines . Meaning u hav to buy them when u`re in the plane . Who`s taking Singapore Airline out recently !! ?? .

. Jen came to pass me my photos & stayed over ytd ( 10th ) . Itz been years since we has a sleep over together yea ?? . Hees . And Baby bought food over from Simpang at night . We shared the food and couldn`t finish . So end up wasting the food .. Alright, don`t look at my act cute sleep wear . Hahahars , anyway . Update for today before my birthday . 11th bought Tinkle to see a vet as i felt she isn`t feeling well . But there`s no much problems . So plz pray Tinklebell will be save from any harm & illness .
. After seeing the veterinarian, mom & i decided to do some shopping together wif Tinklebell . Yet to say , Tinkle has the most stuff home . And during the shopping . She nev fail to catch others attention like she use tO :) mycute lil girl .
. Tinklebell`s new toy . Lil mushroom . Alfungi . Hahahars .. Oso her new water bed . Has to be soaked in water & absorb the water in before putting another cover over it .. Look so boyish yea ?? . No choice this is one only one they hav . And Tinkle don`t seems to like it either . Waste money , let`s see whether she`ll rest on it as time pass yea ?? . Oh , not missing out she bought home losta snack tOo . And she`s barking for them now . Hahars .

. Birthday Pictures . On 3rd - 4th January .

. Happy birthday to meeeeeee . Hees , so long ago ~ ....
. 1st cake cutting .
. 2nd cake cutting at 12 am .. Talking to frenz who called to wish me Happy Birthday at 12 am sharp :) Thanks ppl !! .. Think i dunnO u wan disturb me hOrs Blaze ?? .
. Yea i know itz obscene . Jen insist to take this picture bec she`s the one who bought the thongs for me .

. With my love ones.

. Families .

. AH MA !! . Look here lehs !! . HAN HAN !! . Don`t close yr eyes hOrs ... Pappy , Kor Kor , Mom , Me & cute lil EnEn . She`s acting like my daughter throughout the night . U`ll see many of her adorable faces in more pictures coming up :). My lovely Jessica Jie & Dinise my god sister :). Aunties & cousins :)

. Friends .

. My girls . Jen , Kim , Me & Kai . I miss the way how we use to be :(
. Kim , me & cute lil ENEN .
. My darling Daphie .. When frenship nev ends . Aloy ( WX`s husband ) Eileen & Wei Xian . Congrats to Wei Xian again :). My daughter :) hahas . For tat day only la .
. The guys .
. Jen dear :). " Ah gong " . Jen`s Dad .. Blaze & " Ah Pa " Jen`s brother .

. Wif individuals & 2nd cake cutting .

. Really wanna thank Burg for coming down . When she`s alone & doesn`t know much of my frenz . Apologies for not entertaining u much . But really thank yOu for coming :) love u man .

. When the fun starts .

. When i saw this pic i told jen .. " HAHAHAHAHARS !! . I SWEAR I CONFIRM POST THIS PIC UP AH !! ". Caught eating alone !! .. A touching card made by Kim without any sleep . Thanks Kim !! :D. Kim don`t look at me this way hOrs . Kan !! .. The girls wif Paris Hilton`s bag for me :). Red wine gave by Gear & YuYang .. The lovelies bought me a MP4 :)

. Thanks all again :)

2009-03-10T03:37:00.002+08:00

. Gosh so much to update wif such lil time . There`s so much i`ve forgotten . But i`ll try to organise each & every post yea ?? . Well , there`s not much pictures . As mentioned tat my MSN is down due to dunnO wat reason .. So no chance for me to post those pictures . &&&&& ppl !! . Yr ass are getting lazy in updating yr blog !! . If not i could grab it from yr blog . But .. Too bad eh .

. Anyway remember to grab a copy of FHM during April , it`ll be on the new stand on the 13th march . Don`t laugh if itz ugly hOrs .

. Let`s start wif , Jen`s birthday dinner @ Chicago Steakhouse ( Holland Village ) 27th. Followed by .. XIU`s Birthday celebration @ Siloso Beach Resort ( 28th ) .. Both birthdays hav already been updated though , juz the pictures . For more picture u may wanna log on to Kim`s page . http://kim-snap-you.blogspot.com :)

. Soon enough it was ... Mr . Eugene Chong`s birthday !! .. Made him a really big cookie as a birthday present . Oso Pao a red packet for him as i didn`t hav the time to het him present . I did this cookies without any sleep okay !? . I only slept at 5.30 PM after finishing it . Woke up at 8 to go over Tanah Merah NSRCC where he celebrated his birthday .. It ended up looking LIKE A CAKE !! . Itz a cookie for the FIRST & LAST TIME !! . COOOOOOOOOOOOOOKIEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . I put too much cookie dough . So it ended up like tat . " wow Prisc , the cake u make one ah ?? "

Prisc : " * Smile * ITZ A COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKIEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!! ". Itz not easy squeezing & controlling the icing wif a sprain wrist okay ?? . ):

. Hahahars !! . Act pitiful . Ching has everything he wants , so i gave him my heart . Hahars , and a ang bao to give u buy wat u wan instead . CLEVER RIGHT !! ?? .. Itz suppose to be Happy Birthday Chong . But there wasn`t enough space for me to do it . So .. HAPPY CHONG !! .. Koon bought a Pinata for Chong`s birthday bash .

. Video of Chong hitting the Pinata part 1 .

. Video of Chong hitting the Pinata part 2 . In this video u can see the part when the guards came to dampen the fun . Hahars .

" I don`t take this kinda joke huh !! " . Sth like tat , he said when i ran to the front to shoot him . How lame . Hahahars , XL huh ?? . Who ask him spoil ppl`s fun . LET THE WORLD RECOGNISE U !! .

. Birthday boy & i .. My both love ones . Chong & Koon .. DO RE ME . I was bending down too okay ?? . I`m not tat short .. Cliff`s head out the sunroof when Chong`s driving at a high speed .

. YOYOYO , WO SHI JAY ZHOU MEI MEI . ZHOU XIN XIN . Lame . Prepared for drinking games .

. The next day after Chong`s birthday ....

. MOM`s birthday !! . I love u mommy . 5th march .. There were no pictures taken as it was juz a simple dinner . So this is a picture taken sometime ago when we juz finish shopping . Wat we`ve got home tat day ?? . 2 Gucci handbags . My Gucci lanyard & much other stuff . Okay ... NO LINK !! .. View from the restaurant . Revolving restaurant . This is the PSA view . The whole restaurant will revolve 360 degrees . At one view u can see sentosa tOo . Used to hav family breakfast here . Now , we don`t anymore .....

( . How i wish things were like before . I don`t sit beside u during meal or get piggy backs like i use to . Smoke or laugh wif u . U`ve changed . I feel tat u don`t love me anymore .). After dinner went out again . Kai was osO out wif us . Picture showing YuYang sitting at Kai`a car booth cuz nobody wanna fetch him . He got shoo-ed out in Mer`s car bec he farted inside Hahas . And nobody wanna fetch him . So he sat behind and kai drove ard .. Dunno which CB go hit ash on others car & stick his/her butt on others car . CB kia ... On 6th Febuary Tinkle has already learnt to jump on sofa to get wat she wants . . To get to bite the sheep skin . Naughty but clever lil girl .
. And on the 7th . YuYang finally got back his bike . Nice paint work .

. Last of last , CONGRATS my dear CHUA WEI XIAN on her new born baby boy !! . On the 9th afternoon .

2009-02-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

. Happy Birthday dear Jennifer !! .

. Itz been sometime we`ve celebrated yr birthday for u yea ?? . Sorry tat it took so long . Hees , even though itz a short dinner . I hope u`ve enjoyed it . It felt like the 3 of us splited unknowningly . Being together again ytd , made me see how time bring us apart so suddenly . But no worries , wat we use to went through together as sisters . I`ll nev forget . And yea , i wan u to know tat even we`re spending lesser time wif u compared to before . U`re still our sister . Still part of us & we`ll nev forget abt u . I`m sure Kim will tell u the same thing . So not to worry to ring us up anytime okay ?? . Lotsa love .. Stay happy girl :)

. The 3 of us will always stay in my heart . No matter how each may change . I love the both of u the same . BUt plz don`t change to hurt me okay :( frenz shouldn`t hurt frenz . And i promise i won`t change . And will nev hurt the both of u toO .. Prisc & Jen .. Kim & Prisc . Need not any introduction to this lady here eh ?? .. The group at Chicago Steakhouse ( Hollan Village ) . Alright , don`t look i look fat in tat picture .. Roses done by the each of us . Given to Jen as birthday present . Hahars . U believe ?? . Her meal is BAO by me & Kim okay !! ?? .. Nev wanna take a picture properly . Ass .. Never stop disturbing Kim .. After shopping at town ( for xiu`s present ) and some coffee while waiting for Kim . Dinner at Hollan Villiage , went back to east to meet up wif Ken to get their bikes done . At then , i was suffering !! :( was having at bad flu . Plus the irritation of my contacts made situation worst . THE CONTACTS MADE ME HAV THE URGE TO PULL MY EYE BALLS OUT !! . And orst come to worst . My feet hurts . Okay enough complaining . At least there`s ppl who cared for me . Hahahahas . But there`s osO ppl like Kim & HQ who irritates me whenever i`m trying to sneeze . How torturing at tat point pf time !! .. Both of us , acting DUMB . New era for lion dance .

( . More pictures coming up anyway . JEN !! . BETTER PASS ME MY BIRTHDAY PICTURES SOON HORS !! . 2 MONTHS ALREADY HORS !! )

. And osO .....

. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIU ..the SKINNY !!!!! .

. Eat fatter abit okay ?? . Way tOo skinny already .. Alright i`m heading out now to Xiu`s birthday celebration . At Sentosa !! . Siloso beach resort . Let`s all get tipsy !! . Hees .

2009-02-27T01:01:00.003+08:00

. Gosh , god`s giving me a headache . I DUNNO WHY ?? . I can`t use MSN , and i tried many ways before i could access to the Internet . I`m a dumb ass when it comes to technology . Someone plz help me !! . I`ve un-installed the Family Safety thingy . Okay , i`m so damn bored tat it juz make me wanna start typing and not stopping .

. Since itz so . I`ll update abt today . Went back to the hospital today . At the same time grandma went back for screening . Tatz all . . .

. WTH am i doing !! ?? .

. Going back to a place where all yr nightmare holds . I see those darkness coming back, it scares me . Scares me so much to see where u`ve put me through . Who was there when i fear my past ?? .

. U juz make me hate how much u`ve ruined my life .

2009-02-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

. Somebody is busy studying now . And watz more , he doesn`t wanna study . Keep finding things to do & drag his time . When exam is tmr !! . Acts like a child , like always .

. Don`t wanna disturb him , so gonna take sometime to blog here .

. 20th Feb .

. After a swim , went home to hav our meal . And fell asleep on the couch till YuYang came . Went work after all . And yea , work as usual . Busy and tiring .

. Played wif dry ice during work . Love to play wif them , it juz felt as though i`m in haven . Hahars . Lame ... 21st Feb .

. Went work , during work . Darling , Kwanie & Sis came to look for me . Was happy to see them . Promise to find time for u guys !! . & he came to pick up after work . And tatz it . Hees .

23rd Feb .

. Went Tiam Mi Mi find Kim after she knock off . Went around , and back home . Nth much to blog abt either . But after ytd , suddenly feel tat i`m spending lil time wif Kim all of a sudden ?? . Or shld i say she`s the one spending lesser time wif me already ?? .. He was saying my face look like moon ( well not at all la !! ) .

. Me " Shut up la heart shape " .

. HQ " huh ?? . Wat heart shape ?? "

. * Kim laughing * as he still doesn`t know tat i drew a heart shape above his eyebrown .

. DUMB ASS !! .

. BIG BABY . Disgusting eh ?? . No choice . Still mine . Hahars .

. Okay , end of entry . Dunno wat else to type . Brain not working . And somebody study don`t wanna study dunno run go where . BELLY GOOD .

2009-02-19T01:20:00.005+08:00

. Alrighhtt back for updates .

. 17th feb .
. Suppose to shop for formal clothing as i`m working wif Mom & Pap . End up buying sleep wears . Hees , i`m always like tat though .

. Hair kanna PINNED . Act camera shy .
. And then... Act cool wif my sunglass .
. Aunty uncle GEN WO MAI tissue KE YI MA ?? . 1 dollar 1 dollar , only 1 dollar ~ . Kinda cool huh . The person who`s holding the blind to sell tissue is carrying a Gucci bag . HA !! . Lame , i dunno wat to say anymore haven`t warm up ah ...

(("v")). Did i mention ?? . I bought baby a new toy !! . Tat looks like her . PIG !! . Hahahars . He chose it for baby . And Tinkle seems to like it belly much ah . She played wif it straight when i gave it to her . But she seems to prefer biting my new long pants ( pyjamas ) .

. More baby pictures playing wif her piggy in the morning .

. In the night , HQ`s bike got buang-ed by his fren . The bike couldn`t even stay alive . So called for ambulance . And from his eyes , i can see how heartache he is . Sorry tat i couldn`t do anything for u at then .

. 17th Feb .

. Congrats Mervin Teo in passing his TP !! . I told u , u can do it !! .

. " Wat is ROAD BLOCK U TELL ME !! ?? ." Hahars . XL sentence from the XL boy . Anyway got yr license muz learn to drive safely alright ?? . Many accident are happening recently . Juz look at Daniel`s car below . Luckily he was fine , but his car was gone . Don`t be too sad eh , she`ll be okay after a period in the ICU .

. And so did Ken met an accident while we`re out . U can log on to his blog for more info .
. http://kenshum-priscillatan.blogspot.com/ . It was really a heartache to see him in tat accident . Such a cute small boy going through the pain of a heavy bike & the rough road . It`ll feel more for his parents & GF than me to see him bandaged wif clutches . So better ride carefully next time . No more cornering huh . Better is not ride .

( . Through the night , things were running through my mind . Wat if it was u who got caught by the road ghost ?? . Wat if it was u who was injured . 2 days in a row . May not say much .. Don`t wan u to ride . But u love bikes , and i don`t wan u to give up wat u love . But i don`t wan any harm tat may lay on u one day . I couldn`t say much , neither do u like me to nag . All i can do now is to pray for yr safety each day . )

. So , to all road users !! . Whether itz driving , riding or as a pedestrian . Be more careful , the road ghost is back to pull ppl down . Yea i may be superstitious . But juz be careful , the road is a dangerous place wif killing machines .

. 18th Feb .
. Started work .
. Mummy in her office .
. Pappy`s office . Thought go there i can sit on massage car in the office . End up lehs ?? . Sit outside wif other stuff :( but not bad la . Hahars as only outside hav 2 ladies & sometimes the manager is there . Still got music listen , got internet & most of all . Don`t need kanna scold my mom for nothing . Hahars .

. When Pap is away for MAHJONG meeting , i`ll sit in his office . MASSAGE . SHIOK AH !! . Hahas . People old alreadyyyy , hav backache . Then soon lose memory then become a kid again . Don`t ignore me , don`t throw me away :(. Okay i`m being lame again . I`m juz following wat itz stated above , mom pin it up in her office . Itz like a note to a child to tell them when they turn old . Mom once read it to me when i hurt her . I told her not to continue , went to the room & cry after listening to it . ( at tat time i was in my darkest path & don`t like to show my feelings not bec i`m rude towards my mom okay ?? ) So i told her to read it to me again as my chinese is not very good . And i told her tat i`ll kick her outta hse when she cause trouble , hahars . NO LA !! . PPl who does tat are worst than a beast . I told my mom i`ll love her no matter wat she`ll be when she`s old . She juz smiled ... AND SKIP TOPIC !! . She scared paisae la . Hahars .

. Okay , back from home . Saw this guy sitting near the garbage bin door alone like usual . So this time i say " Mom don`t u find him weird ?? . He`s always in the carpark alone look at ppl pass by all this . He don`t need go home ah stay at carpark for wat ?? "

. Mom " No, he`s a chauffer . He need to stay in the carpark and stand by anytime . Especially his lady boss . Might wanna go shopping anytime he muz be there ."

. I`m like . . . . SI MI LAN !? . Okay as i say this to TS , he feel tat . Okay wat . Mayb u muz see wat i see everyday then u`ll understand how i feel . He`s a Indonesian , so is his boss . How mom got to know is bec Pap went to talk to him ask him why is he at the carpark everyday alone . Okay , itz like . Eh so wat u`re rich ?? . U don`t hav to abuse ppl like tat la huh ?? . And so wat u`re better off than him ?? . He come here to work , need not treat him worst than a dog la ?? . At least let him go to the 1st floor , there`s seat and wind blowing . Can buy drinks or snacks . Not in the sense la ?? . Or u really wan him to standby let him go up yr hse la . Not as though u`re staying in some POSH CONDO or watever . Or u`re staying in the higher class of the whole condo. ?? . U`re staying from level 2 to 15 . NORMAL CONDO. why ?? . Cannot let him step in yr beautiful hse ?? . Cannnot let him hav a seat in a proper place a drink or a toilet break ?? . I TELL U .. SOME PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD SIMPLY HAV NO BRAINS . U`re better off than many people . Doesn`t mean u hav to treat those ppl like yr slave . Don`t ever be proud tat u`re living better and abuse ppl . God will judge u one day . BRAINLESS ...

. At tat point of time hearing wat my mom says, i feel like juz asking him to leave the carpark . Go home , eat , drink or watever than to sit in the stuffy carpark . Moreover beside the garbage bin door .

. I wanted to tell him " fuck it la , this kinda ppl are inhuman . Come, i hire u as my chauffer . But i no money can anot huh ?? "

. Hahars okay i know i know . But i really wanted to tell him tat . At least we live higher level than his boss . And won`t treat him the way they`re doing ..

. Pokka ambassador . Eh Pokka , don`t try to steal idea hors . Propose , i may consider selling it to u . Hahars . Juz kidding . But if u really wan can propose okay ?? . Can one .. Steady .

P.S: I`m not in the same clan . I dunno how to be fake & face the person smiling at the same time like u did .

2009-02-16T03:09:00.001+08:00

. 14th Feb .

. Mom fetched me to FHM`s studio for a reallllly short shoot . It`ll be published in April`s issue . And feeling tat 90% i`ll look damn bad in it . No doubt the photographer & designer try to make u feel comfortable . Like giving u lotsa good comments during the shoot . But i still feel it`ll turn out really ugly . Ha !! . Lets drop this topic , itz over anyway .

. And yea , happy belated valentine`s to all !! . (:

. To frenz tat are couples . Hope u`ve enjoyed yr time . Make yr relationship last , i wanna eat free dinner . Treasure each other & keep loving on .

. To singles ... SAMA SAMA la . Don`t need sad . Valentine`s need not be a couple day , itz juz a day to love more than u use to . U can love yr parents , they are the one who will be true to u forever and be there no matter who & wat u are & osO not forgetting yr frenz !! . Hees , okay . Consoling myself for working during valentine`s . BELLY GOOD AH ~!! . Got money don`t wan , wan go out spend money . STUPID .....

. Okay , i`m being really lame . STOP IT hors !! .

. And happy valentine`s to u tOO :)

. 2 years of lonely valentine . THANK KEW huh !! .

. Lame . Okay ... Itz already considered the 16th now . Lets all pray hard for Mer`s TP on the 17th !! . Told u it`ll be fast . I hav confident u will pass . Don`t let ppl look down on u again .

2009-02-11T23:13:00.001+08:00

. Alrighttt , gonna take sometime to blog again . Somebody has fell asleep halfway . SUCKA . Guess gonna stuck home again ?? .

. Got selected for FHM top 100 . But am in the dilemma if i shld gO for it . He doesn`t wan me to . So , might give it a miss or go for it .

. Well let`s start on updating instead .

. 9th Febuary .

. Lao Yu Shen after work .. The boss . Kok Hong .. Jonhnavan . The irritant . Hahars . He`s one guy tat gets along wif us straight at his first day of work .. Josses .

. It was nice to lao together wif them . But guess tatz the last chance . Gonna go help mom in office soon . Will miss everybody at Tian Mi Mi till then .

2009-02-06T05:39:00.005+08:00

. 5th Feb . DBL O night .
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. Juz came back from DBL O and itz 5.04 am . For some reason, i dunnO wat either, i don`t feel like sleeping . So shall update my blog again . . 10 Tequila shots & 3 jugs for 3 person . HE is one crazy fella . Did i mentioned he ordered more shots after tat ?? . Hees , and he`s the one down . Itz been sometime since we got high . Kinda fun even itz 3 person . Lucky i know how to control . DON`T DRINK SO MUCH !! . And after awhile i`m sober again . HEES !! .. No 10 million dollars la . 10 shot hav . Kai got punished in the game of 5 , 10 . Sad case . Seriously . I hate drinking shots .

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. Getting high ~ . In smoking room, after finishing 10 shots & 1 jug . Juz look at ..`s face . Hees , it look as though we bullied him . Sorry lOrs , we didn`t gang up okay . I told ya , watever i call u open . Can buy tmr`s TOTO la huh .

. I was talking right ?? .

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. At the dance floor .

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. This picture ?? . Was after club , and HE was awaken by our noise when we trying to make him up . He`s got glittery eye shadow on him at tat point of time .. Hahars . DONE BY ME !! .

. He quite poor thing la , he somehow thought Kai asked him to sit at the staircase to wait for us while we get sth to eat . ( Or mayb Kai did ) And end up we lose him . I went to look for him . After millions of calls , he called back . And seeing tat lil boy sitting at the staircase . Poor thing . End up slp osO cannot slp . We made fren wif 2 groups of malays . One was a group of girls , another 2 guys & a drunkard girl . And one of the girls even helped us to put make up for him while he`s asleep . SAD CASE . Hahars .

. Anyway , while me & Kai was at 7 Eleven . There`s this malay guy . Cheat us pay for his drink hOrs ?? . NVM . He was asking for number & i told him i was married . Yes , good excuse . And he says i`m too young to be married . He asked how old am i , so i told him to make a guess . HE ACTUALLY GUESSED TAT I`M 27 !!! ??? . WTF !? . Okay , i say i give him a chance . So he said married . Shld be 23 . AND WTF AGAIN . HE TOTALLY OFFENDED ME . SUCKA !! .

. 4th Feb , to Zoom to get hair dyed .

. Was wif Xiu at Marina Square to get our hair done . Then meet up wif the girls & rounding afterwards .. At Singapore`s flyer .

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. Many SNAP SHOTS done by Xiu . JUZ LOOK AT HIS CLASSIC FACE !! . I seriously can`t stop laughing looking at this pic .

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. Was in his Mercedes .

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. Kai`s car beside his .

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. And after rounding . Behaving like homeless kids . Went MAC breakfast after tat & spent hours talking . I tell u .. ENOUGH GHOST STORIES HOR !! . Going crazy ytd wif those ghost stories . I`m the one who is always excited to listen to them & first one to get scared by them . Xiu & Kai damn ZAI . End up osO scared . At least i dare to take the lift up on my own . Hees !! .

. 27th Jan .

. Over dued picture . A picture of Kai & Xiu in Kai`s car & mine behind .

. Okay . Gonna slp . Hav updated the most recent ones . So shall sleep . Gonna complete my hair tmr . And ppl plan for a good night out yea ?? .

. xOxO .

P.S : . I looked down & wat i saw was PRIDE .

2009-02-04T01:43:00.001+08:00

. Okay bear wif my boredom tat made me do this . I don`t understand why does bulletin or emails hav to curse people when they do not forward the email or re-post it . Since i`m bored so i repost it on my blog instead of frenster . Like i mentioned on my last post . I`m kinda superstitious .

1.Do you like to talk a lot?

♥ i`m born to be . Look at the way i type . U shld know .

2. Do you love anyone now?

♥

3. Who was the last male you talked to?

♥ Chong

4. Do you hate school?

♥ Yeap .

5. Who is someone that can always make you laugh?

♥ Everybody . I`m easily entertained

6. What were you doing an hour ago?

♥ online ?? .

7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf right now?

♥ yeap . Itz been so long though .

8. Do you smoke or drink?

♥ both .

9. Do you like your teachers?

♥ i love my teachers . And hate many .

10. Do you take drugs?

♥ Penadol osO drug wat ?? .

11. Do you like going to the movies?

♥ Yeap . But waste of money . Can buy a pack of ciggs . Ha !! .

13. Where did your last hug take place?

♥

14. Do you eat every morning?

♥ nope

15. What is the last gift u gave someone?

♥ forgotten .

16. What are your plans for this weekend?

♥ Can someone plan ?? .

17. What are you doing now?

♥ chatting & blogging .

18. What are you thinking of now?

♥ many things ?? .

19. What are you listening to now?

♥ Rise & Fall

20. Who was the last person who sent u an sms?

♥ Lenz

21. Last time you got lonely?

♥ everyday

22. Last time someone made you happy?

♥ HAPPY !? . If giving me a min happiness is for an exchange for a hour disappointment . I rather not

23. Are you angry at someone?

♥ i`ve changed haven`t i ?? . Do get angry easily until ppl climb up my head & shit

24. Guitar or drums?

♥ Piano ?? . Hahahars no link . Drums .

25. Do you love the people who make you happy?

♥ Of cuz =)

26. Favorite word lately?

♥ sorry lOrs ~ & .......

27. What is your target for this year?

♥ make pappy quickly get me my car .

28. Name one trait u hate in a person?

♥ many eh .

29. Who do you hate now?

♥ nobody ?? . don`t hold grudges .

30. Who is your best friends?

♥ Koon , kim , kai , jen

31. Who are you missing now?

♥

32. How are you feeling now?

♥ weak

33. What can you say about your ex-bf?

♥ Heartless . And i really mean it . HEARTLESS .

34. Are you single or taken?

♥ Single

35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?

♥ At times

36. Do you think your ex really loved you?

♥ Don`t even give a damn , even he does . I won`t get back wif him .

37. Message to your enemy?

♥ There`s reasons why u`re my enemy . But i don`t hav enemy now eh . Hahars .

38. The most important thing in a relationship?

♥ TRUST , love , communication .

. Juz don`t ever lie whether itz relationship or not . I rather u tell me the truth than i find out the truth . Fatty knows me the best in this . Tatz why he nev lied to me . He`ll tell me the truth & say i`ll nag and give advice . If i found out he lie . HE DIE .

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in her life.

• leave her cute text notes everytime.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• just walk around with her.

• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.

• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

•be the one to take her hand, don't make HER reach for you.

• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• write her letters.

• when she's sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she's important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before

. Only 1 out of 10 guys could do tat TRUTHFULLY . 9 of 10 are those who do it for girls body & soul . And the 9 of 10 girls who are victim of these guys will hurt for life . Tatz why . TIO BO ?? . Tatz why girls like us can only read & dream tat one day we`ll be the 1 out of 10 girls .

2009-02-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

. Alright, gonna take sometime to blog here . Didn`t went to work as i`m not really well . But it gets kinda bored at home . So blogggg . While waiting for TS to call to let me know whether he wanna go out .

. 19th Jan .

. Working as dish washer :(. The story went when Kim went to the back alley for a rest . She came back telling me " Behind the AH NEH keep talking to me . Keep saying " Belly hot ah ~ Belly hot ah ~ "

. So went itz our turn to go to the back together to hav a rest . I saw the ah neh and went " BELLY HOT AH !! " Keep repeating myself tat he got a lil irritated .

. Moved on to another step , i use plastic bag and LAP my head . Tell him Belly Hot ah !! . He say plastic bag , sunlight still will go through . So i used paper bag . Okay lame . The story kinda long .

. I left my bags there & told him not to steal . But it went missing after tat . I told him i call police ah . He say call CSI -____________-'"

. Skiving to play wif lil kittens .. 21st jan , HYY trying to show off his diamond ring . But lousy camera can`t captured it .

. 23rd jan . Rounding night ?? . Not considered .

. Suppose to be 3 cars 3 bikes . End up ?? . Well , this night didn`t turn out well . But fatty always make my day better . Thanks fatty :)

. 24th Jan .

. Went shopping wif Kim again at Far East . Was damn hungry so we decided to hav a heavy meal before heading to work . Bec work place starve ppl . And she tried to act Korean . Pushing the who buncha cabbage wrapped wif meat into her small mouth .

. 25th jan . Lunar New Year eve . Reunion dinner .

. After dinner when to pick TS up . They had another meal at MAC then headed to my place to gamble . YY`s jiao bin . And he`s willing to let me shoot him looking this way . Spoil his superstar image . But tat shows this superstar hav losta sense of humour .. HYY trying to spoil my seat . Adjusting to seat as straight as he could . I told him i`m gonna show this picture to my parents . Hahars . And he dare not play wif it anymore .. Tinkle new cloths for new year toO =) purple traditional chinese costume . Cute eh . But fat fat smelly smelly bec mummy has no time to bathe her . BUT !! . Today she smells nice again . My mom bathe her . Tinkle was damn happy mom said .. 26th jan .. Many were over my place to gamble . Before we were suppose to be at Haji Lane for shisha . End up change of plans . So headed to my place again . Anyway , thanks ppl who kept me accompanied when my parents are not ard during new year :)

. 30th Jan .

. Was the last night of me having the car to my own . There`s this damn colourful moth of my license plate . It was scary at tat time as i did sth wrong . And i`m quite a superstitious person . And now ... Did i mention the number on my licence plate strike in 4D ?? .

. P.S : . Afraid of being hurt again . Trying to understand the situation i `m in .

2009-02-02T17:02:00.003+08:00

. Apologies sugars , hav been busy working so haven`t been updating . Will update as soon as i`m free . Anyway , happy Lunar New Year !! :)

Lotsa love ,
Prisc

P.S : . Nev asked who i am to you & u nev tell . Wat IF history repeat itself ?? .

. 4.36 a.m itz already the 3rd of Feb shall update before everything piles up again . Mom & Pap are back from Australia !! . And i juz got home from work . GUess they didn`t bought me much stuff . A bear filled wif lavender & hard wheat shown above was brought back by mom . Kinda cool as it could be microwaved to boost up the scent of the lavender in it . Okay , i`m being lame updating abt a bear . But itz cool hOrs !! . So .. Gonna turn in .

. Updated my playlist , added new songs , deleted songs & even change the version of the song . So again & again . Hope itz enjoyed . Spend yr time finishing the playlist when u`re over bored .

2009-01-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

. Kim wanted to see TinkleBell on cam as she misses her . And wanna see the FAT FAT eating on my bed . But somehow Kim can`t see my cam online . DUNNO WHY !? . So ( my fast working brains ) decided to qiuckly record a video & upload it so she can watch it :).

. NAH KIM !! . FOR U LA !! .

. Tinkle FAT FAT !! . Mummy love :)

. Back from work , mOm came to fetch me & Kim to shop . Both of us bought new bed sheet . Well, not up to satisfaction . Shall not continue . Lazy tO ... So tmr gonna be off day . Mom & Pap is leaving to back to Aust tmr . Gonna be a lonely chinese new year ....

. Cute lil kittens outside our shop . Itz for ADOPTION !! . I wanted to get one . But come to think of it . Itz a great responsibilty . And i`m afraid of itz claws & teeth . So decided to juz leave it for viewing .

2009-01-18T23:17:00.001+08:00

. Okay guess i shall get started on updating my birthday celebration at Downtown East Chalet ( 1702 & 1703 ) , 3rd - 5th of January . I will update again when i hav the MAIN pictures from Jen . These pictures are from various resources . So i shall update before i get busy or lazy .

. Thanks again for those who turned up . Tat 3 days has left a deep loving memory for me . And i`m gonna share it on this post . And osO this post as a backup for my memory .

. My first birthday cake . Itz too big to be kept in tat small refrigerator tat Jessi & i hav to cut the cupboard before we could do it .. Seriously my arm is not as big as it looks .. The buffet tat night .. Jessi & Dinise ( my god sister ) came earlier to keep me company . Hav to thank Jessi for the fun & thought she brought to me . She bought me lights sticks & party poppers to enhance my party . She even kept my guest company when i`m busy running abt . Big Thank yOu =) . Much love to Jessica jie & Dinise .. My cute lil girl =). Helping the small head to wear the ring of light sticks which is obviously here too big for her head . Itz big for me osO la .. Itz an MP 4 which Darling Koon, Bert , Kwan , Chong , Cliff , Cheryl & Xun gave . Did i miss anybody ?? . If i did , my apologies . I appreciate the thought more than the present . But i love the present too la of cuz .. Alison =) She`s late tatz why i`ve changed off .

. While i was busy , MY ADORABLE LIL FRENZ played ard . Enjoy the photos !! . Bec i do enjoy seeing my lil frenz having fun & being so cute =) i smile each time i look at them .

. Darling`s nick name is DODO . And she squeezing some DODO fish ball to share wif others .. They don`t say SI MI LAN Jiao . They say WAT THE FUCK . Ang moh style of saying SI MI lan Jiao .. Lights on .. As the LIGHTS went OFF !! . Tatz when all the children comes out to play . . He even thought he could fly . Seriously , u`re so close to be a BO GAY ah peh .. Dear children . Don`t learn how to spell vulgarities from a shirt okay ?? . IT MIGHT BE A BRAND .

. I love my lil frenz . Look at Kim . Sawadica .. Kim was quietly playing wif her own light sticks ....... And i love to come out of no where to disturb her .. 2nd cake cutting of the night .. See how scattered my frenz are when i`m cutting my cake ?? . =(. Itz his birthday tOo . Haharz . Juz kidding . I seriously dunno how this picture come by . Guess there`s more pictures where i dunno tat itz taken at all . Let`s see again when i hav them all .. Anyway, thanks to those who called & text on the 12 am sharp . Sorry tat some calls are not ans or msg not replied as the picture show wat i`m doing at tat time . But i really love u guys for doing tat !! . Thanks ppl =). SI TI FEN , doesn`t mean the Birthday girl is down . U can take her drinks to create yr own WATERFALL hors !! .. Next morning , went Escape !! . It was FUN !! . Picture showing not Bangalahs okay ?? . Look carefully . Itz Kim & Xiu .. Me & Kai .. 4 of us on the pirate ship . Kim & Xiu u both better stop laughing at my face during the ride okay ?? . Itz scary tatz why my face like tat . I SCARE CAN !? .. This bloody ride made us wanna fall asleep . There`s a girl screaming . I was like " PA REN MEHS ?? . Na YI DIAN PA REN ?? " to Kim or Xiu .

. Okay , this picture very obscene la !! . But no choice , Kim squeeze all her stuff behind my back during the WET & WILD ride . Kanna bully lors . Tatz why my shirt like tat . FULL OF HER SHIT !! .

. After Escape we went back to shower . 2 by 2 . Had our meal & slp together !! . Tatz wat i love the most and didn`t wan it to end . Frenz together as though we`re living under the same roof . But, time passed so FAST !! . And seriously i miss it alot . Thinking back . itz kinda sad . On the 3rd day i already don`t feel like leaving .

. HAHAHARS !! . SNAP !!!!!! . Kai sleeping like a baby . Muahahahas . ACT CUTE . Itz was already the morning of the 3rd day . Which to say in afew hours time we hav to check out . SADDED !! . And yet she still slp . Nev really get to slp for me during tat 3 days .

. Mayb tatz the reason why everything seems like a dream . Tat happened so quickly . I wish i could turn back time . Back to the time & let clock turn so slowly . And hopefully it won`t seem like a dream .

. There`s so much i wanna say . But i`m too tired to think of anything now .. So nights ppl . And plz pray tat matters will juz stop coming to me one by one . Itz kinda though for me recently . Thanks ppl :) Love u all .

2009-01-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

. Alright a short post before i head to bed . Darn tired , as itz the first day of work and i did not slp well last morning . Working as ?? . DISH WASHER .. And i mean it seriously . See Kim`s picture below & u`ll know .. Lucky we didn`t end up washing the toilets . A princess above who only wash her own stuff at home hav to wash so many cutlery, bows & etc . And me , who does not even touch all this kinda stuff hav to go out & do this . UNBELIEVABLE again ?? . Believe it .

. But itz only for the first day though as the shop hav not open for business tatz why we need to help out . Doing so much stuff wif such lil pay . Itz quite fustrating . Moreover, the aunty keep on ask us to do this & tat as though she pay us $20 per hour . MF . We like bangalah washer can ?? . I seriously am afriad tat my hand will get rough . And the next BF of mine may not want me anymore bec of my rough like road hands .

. In the evening , went for parents company dinner . If u`re a regular reader here , u shld know where it is . Itz at Kallang`s Leisure park roof ( Kallang Seafood ) . The service today was damn bad . Itz so inefficient . And mom was like kinda proud tat i`m working as a dish washer today . She told one of the another company partner`s wife tat i`m working as a dish washer . Yea, same . Unbelievable " huh ?? . U Da Xiao Jie go work as a dish washer ?? " She didn`t mean it sarcastically though . She`s a nice lady . Yeap . In the day i`m working there like a bangalah . In the evening i`m sitting there at the VIP room as the big boss daughter . Quietly and acting gently . Well , can`t imagine how i am right !? . ( I know , feel like slapping myself too . But no choice , if i act like the way i am wif frenz in front of my parents . My mom will be the one who`ll slap me first way before u guys feel like slapping me )

. Juz imagine , in the day i was working wif Kim as a dish washer in a small cafe wif lotsa vulgarities in my mouth . And juz in the evening i`m sitting beside my father being quiet . A Qian Jing to all the ppl there and in the eyes of those tiko workers . Guess each year , they`re only awaiting for big boss daughter`s arrival . Hahahars , okay juz kidding . But they do stare like tikos la huh .. No kidd .. Picture taken from the outside view of our room .. 1 st & 2nd winner for the lucky draw tonight .

. A video showing one of my father`s supervisor singing . He`s great if u listen well . Damn funny guy wif the coordination of Uncle Desmond . The peaceful & romantic place was filled wif their voice .

. Came home & saw baby found a new toy herself . Dunno where she took from . But itz a ball of socks . Hahars . Cute lil thing . Mummy love =). Kim picture uploaded for u !! . U said u miss Tinkle fat fat . Here`s a picture of Tinkle fat fat playing wif her socks .

2009-01-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

. I`m on an emotional roller coaster tatz going down & down . Frenz for 6 years . Wat else can i say . Itz the first time u hurt me so much ?? . Hav been going through quite alot of matter now a days . And now itz yr turn . My own fren whom we spend our time not leaving each other .

. Itz the first time tearing over a fren u love so badly . And i feel like a fool . Not only love can make girls cry . Frenship does .

. Whenever each is unhappy abt the other . I always try my best to talk them out . Ask them out so frenship won`t get affected . But wat are they doing when itz my turn ?? .

. On my own in the inside was enough when i thought of the time u`ll be here beside me . Now wat hav change ?? . I nev speak of wat had happened recently when it hurts and i wanna tell u abt it . But i felt there wasn`t a need i try to get over myself . And now . I DUNNO WAT TO SAY .

. I became someone who does not talk abt my feeling much . Nor the things tat happened . But it doesn`t mean i`m fine . I always kidd tat " I VERY SAD LEHS " But u nev get it . And i nev tell u abt it .

. And now let me talk here wif watever i wan . I DON`T WANNA CRY ANYMORE !! . I DON`T WANNA HURT !! . STOP ALL THE HURT . I wan u to hug me like u use to when i cry . To scold me whenever i cry like u use to . But this time itz crying for u . Wat will u do when U`RE NOT EVEN HERE ?? . Wat would u do when u`ve change . And wat would u do when u don`t even know how much u`ve hurt me .

. I use to laugh wif u , cry wif you , be wif u when u cry or when u`re mad . Fow now , i guess u no longer need me ard .

. Dear Jesus,

. Give me a better year . I thought u`ve put me through 2007 till the 08 was enough .

. I thought u say u`ll nev like yr child hurt more than they can take it . But u lied .

. I thought u say u`ll judge . Tatz why i nev took any revenge nor hold any grudges .

. Bec i thought u love me . But now , why are u doing this to me ?? .

2009-01-14T01:23:00.001+08:00

. In the morning , Tinkle love sun bathing . Hahahars , i seldom open the balcony door as she always go out to find fallen leaves to eat or even walk through the plant and stick her head out to kaypo . So afraid she`ll fall down so will leave the door close . But osO , she love going out to the balcony when itz windy & today she sun bathed . Hees .. Juz came back home . Thanks Aloy for the meal at Crystal Jade :) It was meant to be a bday treat .

. Then we headed to CGH visit Grandma . HYY !! . SLP HORS !? . Belllly gOod . I went to yr hse downstairs & called up yr hse okay !? . At tat point of time i still had stomach ache . Like idiot sia .

. Send Aloy home . And watz best , hahahars . I took 5 mins from Simei to Parkway !! . We did not actually time it . Juz tat when i reach there i asked " wat time iziit ?? " . And Aloy said , WOW u only took 5 mins lehs . Fast ah ... Hahhahars . Born to race . Hahahars .

. Guess Aloy is the first one to sit on the new 525 . The girls are still out i guess . PS me . Belly good . Nvm . Hais .. Hahars .

. And in the night , she`ll demand for snack non-stop . A video showing how Tinkle tries her best to get her snack on the sofa :)
. Tinkle playing on the playground . Brought TinkleBell GAI GAI as YuYang jogged here . Cute lil black face :) hahars .

-4.20 a.m

P.S : . You left without a word . How would u feel if i was the one who did tat ?? . I`m lost , but wat else can i say ?? .

2009-01-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

. Pictures for the 10th :)
. 12th , took my O lvl result . Nev expect i`ll do so badly huh ?? . YES I`M STUPID !! . ( and oso stupid enough to delude myself into somethings ) Many ppl are concerned . Thanks frenz & family !! . Koon & gang was nice enough to hav the idea of popping by my place to check out how i am . Thanks frenz !! . I`m like so fine ?? . Guess i saw the end before i started all of those . So prepared . Hahahars .

. Priscilla is a loooser la . O levels lehs ?? . I use to laugh at people who don`t do well for Os ( like ts ) Hahahars . And now itz my turn . But don`t caree anymore . Hahahars . Tourism & Hospitality management . Here i come =)

. Dear frenz , don`t worry abt me yea . I`ll walk my path , i always think for my future :) I can even go out to play till dawn . Hahars .

. Ytd , we girls finally meet up wif the guys . They`re back from Thailand !! . Itz really sometime tat we last went out together . Didn`t go for movies . But ShiSha . Afterwhich, we went lan gaming ?? . KINDA COOL HUH !! ?? . Alright , i may sound like a SUA GU . But i`m not a very technological nor a gaming person . And i find ppl damn lame going to lan shop to play games . End up , it was QUITE fun la ...

. We played Left 4 Dead . Choon Yan , Eka , Allan & I were in the same team . Hahars , i feel like an idiot during tat game . I don`t even know how to jump in the game & kept losing my way . Felt so extra , like i keep dying & they need to save me and such . WTH . Only thank Allan , he keep waiting for me so i won`t get lost . Saved me many times . Eka keep teaching me how to play . Hahars , he was damn INTO the game can !? . Great leader . Choon Yan sucks . But he did saved me afew times tOo . But most of the time he`s juz laughing at me . He`s as noob as me la . But now i come to the conclusion tat GAMING IS NOT MY THING !! . . 13th . YEAAA !! . I`m all prepared for Lunar new year !! . Red nail polish & diamond ring . Hahahahars . THIS YEAR I WANNA WEAR BIGGER ONE !! . HMMPH !! . Don`t wanna wear my butterfly diamond ring already . Too much abt butterfly . So wear flowers lOrs . Hahahars .. And this is last year`s . Hees , realized the bedsheet is osO abt butterflies ?? . Ring butterfly & nail`s deco was flower . Okay i know i`m being really lame . Ppl might tag me tag me & kan me . " WHO WANNA KNOW WAT U DID TO YR NAILS LAST YEAR !? " . Sorry lOrs ~ .

2009-01-12T02:25:00.002+08:00

. GOD DAMN BORED .
. Mayb i`m not bored ?? . I juz don`t wanna be alone . Kai , Koon , Chong & many more has started sch . So now again , left Kim & I . And wat she does is slp . Okay , the heart matter is not feeling well recently . So don`t mind watever i wanna type here okay ?? . I`m so gonna update soon on my bday , some bitch didn`t send me those photos . Hahars, but still hav to thank her for taking all those pictures during my bday . And oso , don`t ask abt my results tmr . I`m like going there to see how badly i`ve failed . Not pass . Can u imagine ?? . I`m clubbing the day before exam , or even forgot when was the paper tat i`m gonna sit in . I`m like a total looooooooooooser !! . And watz best is i couldn`t finish my papers . Like i did in N lvl . But i still passed =D . But not for Os . CONFIRM .

. Okay everybody is starting on new year`s resolution . I`M NOT !! . Bec i know i couldn`t do it . Hees . But things i hope to get done is get my car & RACE WIF FATTY !! . Concentrate on racing then to drifting . But before everything starts i need to get a job before Pap will buy me a car .

. Next . I`ve been thinking of this , but don`t hav the time & money for it . So, who wanna support me on my next tattoo huh !! ?? . Hahars , juz kidding ... Mayb the next tattoo may not even come . Bec i might be broke after my car is here . I`ll save . The next tattoo will osO be meaningful . As it`ll be on my family . Okay stop tattoo thing . Sounds childish ..

. For girls . Their mouth will always hang on the word LOVE don`t they ?? . Okay . But i`m not gonna talk abt it . Itz 2006 since i last start a REAL relationship . My geomancy master told me tat i could only start a relationship in 2009 tat is true & would last . But now , i dare not think of it anymore . So shall concentrate on my dream . Race . POTATO I WANNA BEAT YR RECORD IN SEPANG circuit !! . Not to forget sch of cuz , but this i`ve gotta wait for my results tmr . If i can`t even get into Shatec . I seriously dunno wat i`ll do . BUT nev will i give up on studies even though i hate it . SINGAPORE CAN`T DO WITHOUT A CERT . Mayb at the end of the day i`m so useless tat my mom may even send me overseas to study ?? . And all of this dreams i hav , will be crushed .. Let`s take a step at a time yea ?? .

P.S : It does hurt if u dunnO .

2009-01-11T22:27:00.001+08:00

The one who hold me when i fell in my lil steps . Gave me sweets whenever i cry . Her hand has grown , so much weaker than i use to remember . And now, itz my turn to hold u when u can`t walk anymore . I will hold u till yr very last step . I love u grandma .. Went Haji Lane ytd to shisha wif Kim , Koon , Mei , Cliff , Bert & Ka Hng . Yeap, i know i look very eggy in tat picture above . Hees, the weather is really damn cold recently . So wore Ka Hng`s jacket . Watz fun is i use my hair and covered my face . Went ard and scared ppl & cars passing by . Okay lame .

. Been eating alot recently . I`m sooo gonna put on weight . I juz finished 2 packet of potato chips . But i didn`t exactly finish it all la . Juz came back from visiting my grandma again . She`s admitted to the hospital again . Worried . I`m scared , so scared if she`ll leave us one day .. Baby jump on my pillows and played wif her bear .
. 7th Jan went Bugis to meet Kim , and during dinner . She found a heart shape on her seaweed . And i said " Love is in her " . LAME LA PRISC !! .

2009-01-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my cute lil cousin CHERLY LEE !! .

. Hahahars , happy birthday girl . YUYANG !! . Wat she wants for her present is taking pictures wif you & see you !! . Yr no. 1 fan lehs !! ?? . Hahahars, last time i told u my lil cousin wans yr signature . She`s the one . Cute right ?? . So u need to help me take picture wif her & sign on the picture okay ?? . Hees , happy birthday girl !! .

. MY barbie doll creation . But kai`s unnatural smile spoilt it . Hahahars , i tied her hair & glossed her lips . Like make up artiste yea !! ?? . Went shopping & it sucks !! . Nth to buy =( and went BQ aftermath .

. Gonna update soon on my bday yea ?? . Sorry for the late updates .

2009-01-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

. Updated play list again . ' Dead & Gone ". TI ft. Justin Timberlake . Don`t complain tat is KP again hOrs !! ?? . Itz nice, the song will play after " Fall " . So again , hope itz enjoyed :)

2009-01-07T05:24:00.005+08:00

. I don`t wanna hurt, don`t wanna hurt tat someone . I`ve made a mistake . And now itz my decision . It`ll hurt myself now than to hurt anyone . Itz gOnna be hard, hard to sacrifice .
Hard to let go ...

. Someone . Stand by me .

2009-01-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

. ALRIGHHT , here to make show some love to those who loved .

. THANKS ALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES & THOSE WHO TURNED UP FOR MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION . And more special thanks to all who gave me those nicely wrapped . Whether itz priceless through value or through thoughts . Itz all deeply appreciated :)

. And again, thanks those who turned up even though they had sth on . Itz the presence more important than the present .

. Thanks , really appreciated everything .

( Will update as soon as the pictures are on my hands :)

P.S: It made me see through those ppl tat i`m least important to .

. Updated play list again . Fall by Ina . Hope itz enjoyed as i`m loving it alot now .

2009-01-02T05:16:00.000+08:00

. Conversation wif Kim online .

⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 i wanna get out of singapore before my result is out!~ says:
what u doing
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
last scandal
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 i wanna get out of singapore before my result is out!~ says:
woo
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 i wanna get out of singapore before my result is out!~ says:
lol
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
rain ask me patch lehs . dunno wan anot .
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 i wanna get out of singapore before my result is out!~ says:
diam la
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 i wanna get out of singapore before my result is out!~ says:
don talk nosense can or not
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 i wanna get out of singapore before my result is out!~ says:
he is already married with me
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
in yr dreams
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
and delete the nick
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
makes u look like a fool
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 Rain and me are married~pris pls drop the idea of be with him! says:
kp!
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
give u la
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
i reject him already
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
such a fool
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
buy rose sing at my hse downstairs wif u , and dance .
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
think everybody will love him
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
kana compaint by my management lors
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
ask him go yr hse downstairs sing wif bangalah la .'
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
waste time and money
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
the song With You i mean ,
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
not wif u
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
he don`t even wanna see yr face lors he say ,
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 pris is a fool says:
shut your trap
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 pris is a fool says:
don make up your own story
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 pris is a fool says:
yayaay
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 pris is a fool says:
your is fake rain
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
i told him too bad la . i only love ji hoon . he say wan commit suicide . i pity him ah , ask him come up my hse and drink . let him drink till drunk dont disturb me then i can watch my last scandal .
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 pris is a fool says:
mine is rain
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 pris is a fool says:
yours is storm
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
yr rain is from the sky the rain , rain water .
°« P r i s c A.C » ° ♥. Hold me now , kiss me nOw . ♥ says:
if ji hoon comes home . u sure die . faster come bring yr dog home la . Kan .
⋆★⋆ ஐღ - kimberlyn ღஐ ⋆★⋆ EP13 3/4 pris is a fool says:
shut up

. Hahars, don`t be suprised in the way me & Kim talk . Itz normal for us, not tat we`re quarrelling . Yeap, itz been a long time since i copied any stupid conversation on my blog . So another lame one . We always fantasize abt stars are our husband . But Kim, this time .. I think u`re really thinking too much . Rain will nev be yrs, i ask him to be wif u lehs . He says don`t wan . Ask u to drink rain water instead . Don`t waste the earth`s percious 30% of fresh water . I told him off . HOW CAN LIKE TAT SAY MY GOOD FREN RIGHT ?? . But i think, he really don`t love u lOrs . Sorry ah .. Don`t worry la huh . I`m Mrs Kim already , i love my Ji Hoon only . So no worries okay ?? . I lubbbb euuu .

2009-01-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

. Wish yOu were here .

2009-01-01T00:23:00.003+08:00

. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLIFFORD !! .

. Yeap, back for updates . This is an update i suppose to post up like 3 - 4 days agO ?? . But tat idiot TEO didn`t send me the photos la . Still i hav to grab from his facebook . There are still many funny ones missing eh !! ?? . So gonna upload watever i hav in hand now . Hees .. Ah pui Sasha & i .. The present i bought for Teo from Domanchi . Hahars, paisay huh . Pulled too much tat caused u ZAO GENG a lil . But nvm la huh ?? . SEXY lehs ~ !! . . Everbody yea ~ . YEAHHHAHHH . Rock yr body yea ~ , Yeahhhahh . Lame, STOP IT !! .. The guys .. Strong hOrs !! . KAN !! .. The ones who bully me when i was little =(

. Okay don`t look !! . I sucks in this pic . Hahars, alright . There`s many reasons why this pic came along . So it end up looking like an engagement party more than a Bday party . Hahars, it does eh ?? . Anyway don`t take it seriously . We`re juz good frenz who are married . Hahhahahahaas !! . LAME !! ... " Ready ?? . "

. " Prisc !! "

. But they didn`t realized tat i don`t hav a cup . So i`m clever enough to use my phone as a replacement . Hees . AIYA I DAMN LAME LA , I SERIOUSLY DUNNO WAT I`M TALKING ABT . ( Kim coming out from Mei`s arm-pit ) Hahahars .

. And a great big hug & a kiss from me is to yOu . Won`t u say u love me tOo ?? .. Present Kim & Kai bought for Teo . Wat to say Kim`s pose ?? . ACT COOL only .. Kim ?? . Hees Hees, scroll down .. Trust me ... CAUGHT IN ACTION !! . Muhahahhahahaas, surprise Kim ?? . Irritate me some more lOrs, next time when u visit Mr toilet bowl . Plz be careful . Hahahars . I snap her through the window . But she was alert enough la . Stay tune for more " Kim in toilet " pictures . Muahhahahahahas . She`s gonna kill me .. Mom got fed up me using her foundation so she gave me a brand new Estee Lauder`s foundation . She didn`t bought it for me la, she took it from office . Hees, thanks to my parents i always got free make-ups . Taken on 31st dec totally without make up . Hanna no eye brows la, i say first before u all say okay ?? . Gonna let my poor skin rest for afew days as itz breaking out again . Pray tat it`ll recover by my bday :(

. And so itz 12.29 am now .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY TAN too !!! .

. Sorry my dear !! . Didn`t mean to forget !! . Hahahars i seriously thought itz still thursday today . I`M SOOOO SORRY yea !! ?? . Happy birthday !!! . Forgive me yea ?? . Lotsa love to You !! . =D

2008-12-31T22:47:00.002+08:00

. Baby hiding under the blanky wif mommy :D

. 1 Hour & 18 mins to a new year . Happy new year world !! . I juz came out from my shower & before i leave home . I would like to share a news !! . It may not be happy for me bec my baby is growing big & each time ticking is a time shorten . Okay lets not be do loh soh okay aunty . I`ll go straight to the point . MY BABY`S BABY TOOTH FELL OFF !! . Hees . . Baby`s baby tooth . It fell off at the time nearing to the end of 2008 . The year she was born . My lil girl . I love u forever :)

. Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !! .

. ALRIGHHHHT !! . Itz now 2.28 am . And again, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !! . LOVE U ALL !! .. Went East Coast, AGAIN !! . Wif Chong , Kim & Kai for dinner . We count downed in the car . Tatz to say, we`ve spend a year sitting in the car . Hahahars, okay lame . I kept saying tat . And watz the reply is " I dunno watz funny " . Okay lOrs .. THANK KEW !! .. Kim trying to act shy . SHE DID TAT POSE ON PURPOSE !! .. Mr Chong .

. And tatz all for the night, we headed home . Yeap it may be boring but there`s nth happy for me to feel tatz itz happy in my point of view . But itz, hope it`ll be a smooth year ahead for me . Don`t wanna be like 2007 . And tata 2008 !! .

. Received a cal from my lil darlings then :) they are the sweet lil thing tat i love . Kwan called & ask why am i home . Then they passed the phone ard . I FELT AS THOUGH I`M SOMEWHERE FAR FROM SINGAPORE AT TAT POINT OF TIME !!! . They showed my so much love as though we didn`t see each other for years . But still . Thanks lil ones . U made my day, Thank Mei , followed by Cliff then my darling Koon . AWWWW, THEY WAY U GUY DID TAT MAKES ME MISS U GUYS SO MUCH !! . And Kwan was there.. " Yea, how was it Ms popular ?? . " Then blah blah blah ... " Okay lors, so popular don`t see u on saturday already " . My reply ?? . ( LUCKILY MY BRAIN WORKS FAST !! ) " NO !! . Popular only invites the populars " . Hees . Okay . SO POPULAR ONES !! . . .

. BDAY CHALET COMING THIS SATURDAY !! .

. For buffets come from 7-10 pm .

. For BBQs u can come anytime .

. But i hope all my frenz will be there before the clock struck 12 yea ?? .

. Thanks lil ones !! . LOVE U ALL !! . Love darling koon , love kim , love kai & everyone !! . TATA !! . i`ve talked to much ..

2008-12-31T08:52:00.002+08:00

. Playlist updated . Pussycat Dolls - Lights Camera Action . Hope itz enjoyed :)

. Itz unfair , lets get fair . I`m not as bad . Why don`t i hav it ?? . Cars Cars Cars . I thought u love me , but why iziit so unfair ?? . WHY ?? . WHY PAPPY WHY ?? .

:(

. Happy new year in advanced people . To me, a new year is nth happy good to celebrate abt . So gonna stay home . I`m trying to live life happily for occasion after i`ve recovered . But each occasion now . Seems like a normal day to me, i don`t feel anything . I don`t feel loved . I wan my parents love, i wan happy times together wif family . But why don`t i hav it ?? . Family looks complete . But itz nev . I wanted to hav christmas tress like we had, presents underneath the tree from parents . And opening it together to see wat i`ve got & see their happy faces on them for wat i`ve got them . I wan pappy`s love . I wan to get piggy backs but not black face .

. Nobody will juz understand ...

2008-12-29T00:44:00.007+08:00

. HOLA people !! . Sorry for the late updates again, 2nd day having my lappy back . It gave me up again . SO .. I`M BACK !!! . First of all . Would like to wish my CLIFFORD TEO a HAPPY BirthDAy !! .
. Happy bday dear =) Handsome & tall man here wif me during Christmas . Hope u`ll enjoy yr day tmr . See ya, and . WE`LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U !! . BF always !! .

. 21st Dec to kOon`s hse for BBQ & some fun =). Yea tatz the way . Beg yr da jie for forgiveness Kim !! .
. 10 PUSH UPS . Normal ones not girls style okay ?? . I`m fit la if u know .. This is the bloody reason i got punished for 10 push ups by Clifford teo . Nitendo wii bowling . He actually cheated okay . He disrupted me while i play if not i`ll win . And look carefully . Itz only by 1 point !! .. In afternoon, mom & pap came back from some where & bought mussles fresh . They took it from their bare hands . In some farm where they`re buying over . So i found this small lil one . ISN`T IT CUTE ?? . Hees, i told my mom i wanna keep it . She say i siao .. -_____-'"

. 22nd Dec ,went shopping wif girls to get christmas presents for the one we`ve picked . Since christmas is over i`ve picked Koon . Kim to Qiu Yi & Kai to Kim . The post for christmas later on will show .
. Fatty mom behind . Muhahahahas . AH FAT !! . Only i can say tat hOrs !! ..
. Mozzie kiss & pimple =(
. I miss my long hair =(

. 23rd Dec, shopping again !! . Quarreled wif Pap bec of car . Cry & go out =( . Nvm, we shopped . I only bought chocolates for dad, mom & pap . Bec Mom say no present this year =( NO CHRISTMAS TREE NO PRESENT !! =( So at least bought them sth lors . Bought for daddy too, and a pair of sock bec i saw his sock got holes !! . Lil did i expect he`ll buy for me =( so touch !! . And made me so paisae, he got sth valuable for me & all i got was chocs & socks .. Lee Hwa Jewellery`s christmas edition necklace . It was featured in the TV where many stars got it for chirstmas . The main edition was the charm bracelet though . I love tat braclet so much !! . But i love wat daddy gave tOo . I promise him i`ll wear it everyday !! . ( All tat happened on the 24th dec though )
. Met YY, Ken & HQ after tat . Consider it rounding ?? . Me trying to squeeze my head into the helmet .
. Not as though we`re tiko go take his ass picture okay !! ?? . He`s happy to hav his ass taken .

. Then comes CHRISTMAS EVE !! . Celebration over Chong`s place . Anyway, condolences to my dear Chong on his late grandfather . We`re here for u alright ?? . . Mr Chong & me .

. Snapped by Kim . It look very proffesional eh ?? . I love this picture =)
. Theme was formal .
. HEES ~!! . Spot kai`s jiao bin ?? .. SMILE MY GIRLS !! .. I love this snap toO . The nautural smiles on me & Kim`s face . Xiu ?? . Don`t wanna care abt us .. Yoshi wif Kim & Me wif Fuji . Awww, my baby tinkle is gonna get sooo jealous if she sees this picture . Hahahahahahars .
. Acting feminine . Bec we all came to a conclusion tat we`re way too rough . Another conclusion is, itz better we`re ourself . Bec we really felt like slapping each other when we act .. Koon & I wif the present i gave her . Volcom`s clutch purse . Itz kinda expensive hOrs !! . Hahars .itz worth tat lil more for my best fren .. Thank Zhuang Xun for the present !! . =D I love it no worries alright ?? .
. Lil girl =). X-mei =). AHHHH !! . My jiao bin !! . Preparing champagne for countdown .
. EVERYBODY YUMMMMMMMMMM SENG !!!!! .
. EXCHANGE OF PRESENTS !! . Exciting . Hees . Wanna fake me hOrs !! ?? .. Kids u don`t drink red wine from plastic bowls or straight from the bottle okay ?? . Only idiots or so called JIU GUI do tat .

. Stupid ballerina dance to tansforming into a butterfly by me !! .

. Alright, the day passed wif some dirty dares & drinks . It was fun . AND SOMEONE STRIPPED !! . Hahahahars . HIGH AH !! . Okay let`s continue to ...
. 26th Dec, forcing ah por to smell my arm-pit . Hahahahrs, i swear bec it smells nice then i let him smell . I`m not so disgusting la . Itz Estee Lauder okay ?? .
. 27th Dec, night cycling wif Kim , Kai , Xiu , Keith & Stefan . UNBELIVABLE ?? . Believe it . I do hav my sporty side okay ?? . Hahars . We cycled from ECP to Singapore`s flyer !! . Then back . Guess only left me & Kim tat are the energetic one .

. But !! . Bec of my legs, i couldn`t slp till morning . I was in great pain, whenever my legs are tired & the temperature is cold . My leg would hurt . Ytd was exception, it hurt like hell and i couldn`t slp till 10 plus 11 in the morning, i cried for mummy =( mom wanted to send me to the hospital . But i was lazy as i haven`t slept the whole night, so she say will book an appointment wif a specialist . Will wait for result if i go alright ?? .
. Kim the RED BULL .

. SUPERWOMEN !! .

. Baby`s pictures =)
. Baby on the 23rd dec . Calling Kimmy, curious lil girl when i left the phone wif speaker on in front of her . . She wanted to talk to Kim, but kim didn`t ans . When Kim`s voicemail played . Tinkle got scared . Hees, cute lil girl .
. Baby sleeping wif her care bear =). Then she tossed, wif carebear on her hands still . Hahahars, see the reason why i love her ?? . There`s more to it =)

. Itz been years since, and i`m finally having a bday party to celebrate wif my frenz . Am so excited & looking forward to it . Nev did i expect my OWN buddy won`t wanna be there . Mayb he`s right, i`m only thinking of myself . He need to cab here & there . But wat if itz his GF`s ?? . He sure will be there eh ?? . And itz only once a year . Moreover itz after so many years i`ve opened another party to celebrate together wif my bunch of frenz . And he` one of those closest to me . Wat am i to say ?? . Itz alright, don`t come .. If u let me know yr reasons, i might even go over to pick u up . If not i`ll pay for yr cab fare . But all u said was " Plz lOrs, so many years we osO nev celebrate together . & ....... " Itz like so many years, finally i`ve break free of BFs & other stuff so i can celebrate it this year and looking forward for it . To be happy wif my sisters, buddies & frenz . Since a bday party may cause a buddies who nev ever quarrelled to fall out . Now watz there to look forward to ?? .

. U know if u tell me i`ll sure help , it wouldn`t be a problem ?? .. Itz not tat u`ve haven`t try it before ?? . And u always will tell me . I juz feel tat money isn`t the reason . I`ve not changed . But U DID . I nev spare a thought ?? . Or iziit u ?? . WHATEVER, DON`T COME DON`T COME OKAY ????????? . HAPPY ??? . I happy u VERY HAPPY can ?? . CONGRATS to you la huh !! . =(

. P.S : Recieved a overseas call from ..... finally !! . Muhahahhaas !! . 1.43 am

2008-12-18T03:14:00.001+08:00

. Some news first before the updates . DOG CAN EXPLODED not once nor twice but THRICE !! . Itz furious for me, it exploded once and my maid told me abt it i was looking for chance to go back the pet farm and KAN them . And 2nd time my mom didn`t let me know until the 3rd time it happened when no maid is ard and i`m the one cleaning it up . And it bloody hell STANK MY WHOLE HOUSE !! . Yet itz not expired . There`s a qns knocking in my head tat is, human may even die consuming it . LET TO SAY LIL PUPPIES !! ?? . It really pisses me off . Itz not bec itz left near the fridge, if it is other can food may hav exploded toO . Especially our who are left nearer to the back of the fridge seen in the background . And other of the can we left at the same place as we bought boxes of it for Tinklebell . ONLY chicken flavour exploded, i asked a Vet whether itz bec there`s too much chemicals involved he says no . Yet to say itz one of the recommended food for dogs . THEN wat other explanation does they hav ?? . Itz like having a time bomb in the kitchen . Wat if tinkle ate it ?? . Tinkle will explode osO ah !!! .

. NOT EXPLODED ONES !! . . The exploded one on tat day, when i took it . It still sank in wif a GROOO sound . Wat iziit ?? . SOME KINDA MONSTER !! ?? .. No maid tat time come explode lOrs, i clean .. VERY GOOD . Moreover itz in the middle of my slp when tinkle woke me up !! . Bec she`s bored la not bec of the explosion .
. AND NEW STARHUB SET TOP BOX CAN ACTUALLY SMS !! . To starhub users only for FREE !! . Top is an example of me messaging Kim . Cool huh, i was at Daddy`s hse helping him wif some files & he showed me . COOL HOR .

. The set top box .

. Okay i showed picture of our new 525 here`s a shot of the interior . Okay, let`s head to updates .

. 8th December the day my computer spoilt bec of KIM !! . SUAY HANDS !! . No la, actually bec there`s a period Tinkle pee-ed on my tablet so it somehow took time to destroy the mother-board ( ?? ) . Okay back to tat day, Kim & Kai were over my place then we headed down to Simpang for K session .. The " xiao ah lian " drawing .

. We actually drawn on my toilet`s mirror, as i was bathing half way i heard knocking . Don`t wanna care then tat person knock again " Prisc ... Prisc .. I wan SHH SHHH ~ " . Itz Kim tat idiot, girls will always be girls wanna come in and see ppl shower . So after tat she still don`t wanna gO out .. So ended up 3 girls in the toilet lOrs . Full of smoke bec of my HOT water & smoke . Tatz the reason why we`re able to draw on the mirror . JI TAO like sauna lOrs .

. Kim " WAH PRISC !! . NI DE TOU YOU YEN SIA !! . NI XU YAO CHONG JIANG SAO DE SUI MA ?? ". YUMMY from Spize . We`re allowed to bring food in the K !!! . COOL hOrs ... Aftermath, Kim was over my place as Kai hav sch the next day . Picture was taken when Kim was watching tat stupid BANG BANG TANG . Lame, i always get bored when she watch tat show . We went for a romantic Jacuzzi, wif tat cold weather . Strong wind & starry sky in tat hot Jacuzzi . HOW WE WISH WE HAD SOMEONE ELSE BESIDE US TAT NIGHT8 !!! .

( Subsequently, forgotten wat had happened but hav been sleeping in morning or afternoon like usual ). Tinkle & her specs at 11th dec morning, left her in her play pent as i`ve gotta mop the floor and she will bite the mop and swing ard if she`s outside . My playful lil girl . Mummy Loves ..

. Then, ZOUK OUT !! . On the 13th of Dec . Sorry there`s only this few pictures as many hav turn out ugly this are some ACCEPTABLE ones . And some, bec of a SUPERSTAR hav to keep low profile for him . But itz alright, we had our fun :)

. Trans section .. Ladies of the night . Me, Sharon ( Kim`s sis ) & Kim . The 2 sisters are pretty aren`t they ?? .

. Yea, i pee-ed on my pants . Thank You .

WARNING !! : . Nev play wif her in a drinking game . Except scissors paper stone .. Me " HI !! CAM I HAV A TAG PLZ !? "

. Guy " YEA !! U CAM HAV ALLL !!! "

. Me " WAH !! HO SAE LA !!! . THANK YOUUU !! "

Kim laugh, we wanted to hav a tag as we came in late so we didn`t hav it . End up we had a WHOLE BUNCH !! . We whistled ard and gave them out toO . Itz as though we worked there, watz more is some even came to ask from us !! . Muhahhaas, free labour hors !! ?? . KAN !!! .

. $48 ... And .. $58 !!! . No doubt, ticket for $58 . Zouk are very clever business people they know how to treat people as CARROT and TOK ..

. And the 14th Dec, steamboat at Koon`s place . Nice weather to hav steamboat . SHIOK AH !! .

. Playing Nitendo WIIIII ~!! .. Dead bodies part 1 KAI .

( remember my last post abt it ?? . Scroll down & u`ll see wat i meant )

. Dead bodies part 2 Bert & Koon .. Dead bodies part 3 Xun & Cliff .

Me ?? . ALONE PLAY COMPUTER LORS !! .

. 16th Dec, bon voyage =( night juz went slacking wif Kim, Kai, YY, HQ & KEN !! . Beautiful place near the Marina South . I kanna taken down particulars by police lOrs !! . SO PAI SAE CAN !? . Grrrrrrr ... Being locked in Kai`s car boot afew times lOrs !! . Here`s a video of YY being locked in car boot & drove ard . Still kanna ZAM break by me . Muahahhahahas . SORRY LA !! .

. YY doing sit up on Ken`s bike . Act dumb . And itz on the road okay !? . OOooOOkay ~ . Dear Ken & HQ , plz ride carefully yea ?? . Feels so dangerous for u guys especially HQ . And YY , TP coming le hOrs . Hope u`ll pass but hope u`ll learn to be a safe rider toO .

. 18th Dec ladies night at the usual club . ST. James .. Ladies were Alison, Koon , Kim & Kai . ( WAT THEE ?? ) Crazy party people .

. Alison =). Kai =). Clifford =). Yeap, i like being piggy back bec i hav a lazy pairs of leg . Thanks to PAPPY =) who piggy back me whenever i wan . Even till now . Hees, i hav a great father . Ans ytd itz clifford`s time to suffer . . And last but not least Bert .

. AHHHH, this post is so damn long & i`m tired of blogging !! . Anyway frenz !! . We`re planning of going to my parents resort for some getaway . So let me know if ya wanna ASAP yea ?? . U may wanna check out their web at http://oceanbaybintan.com itz not any high class resorts . So be prepare yea ?? . Hahas .

2008-12-15T05:22:00.002+08:00

. Hola people !! . Apologies for not updating so recently as my personal tablet is down . So hav already sent it to HP for rescue . Well, i`m able to do a short post now as i`m at Darling Koon`s hse wif Kai sleeping beside me & some other dead bodies on the sofa . Naming, bert , Koon, Xun & Clifford . Kinda cool huh, and i`m the only one awake . Wanting to go home . BUT !!! . Kai`s sleeping i can leave without her rightey ?? . Okay lefty . Lame .. Well, i`ll update as soon as i`ve got my lap top back . I`ll snap a pictures of the dead bodies now and post it again when i can alright ?? .

. Well, a video for u guys to enjoy . Song by Pussycat Dolls -I hate this part . Itz kinda sad & i love the video . Itz different from any emo songs when they emphasise on their emotion so much, but this video shows tat their trying to hide their emotion by their strong action but the lyrics & the facial expression is enough to show the sadness they hav somewhere in them & some part shows they`re softer part ( where it feels as though itz the part where they break down after trying to be strong for so long )alright, i dunno how to describe this kinda feeling i`m trying to expressing & i`m like contradicting ?? . ( Even though itz gonna hurt to part, but i hav to be strong ) . Somehow feel them in the video . So decided to post it up before i update my playlist again . Stay tuned for more updates people !! . AND DO TAKE GOOD CARE !! . TATA ~!! .

P.S : . I already started this morning when u left . But it`ll be more after u leave tmr .

2008-12-07T15:35:00.000+08:00

. We`re the PowerPuff girls !! . Bec ... Itz 3.25 in the afternoon and yet we`re not asleep !! . So this gonna be a short post & i`m turning in . Opposite timing wif the rest of the Singaporeans . Spend the night online & watching my KIM JI HOON !! . Then, in the morning . Kim suggested tat we`ll gO Bugis to shop & hav our meals . So we did . WIF NO SLP AT ALL !! .

. So . This is the picture we took at Bugis ( Known as Neo Print ) itz been a long time since we took such pictures . We`re trying to reminisce the past when they ( Kim & Jen ) always stay over-ed at my place and always tried not to slp so we could go down to hav breakfast & head to Bugis in the afternoon . ( but itz always me who fall asleep first & kim going crazy when she`s tired ) we always fail fulfill it . So as we grow we tend to slp even later we did it !! . Tatz why, and dunnO why our destination will automatically be Bugis . Hahahars, okay all my sentence may not make sense ?? . As i`m damn tired now, so.... " NIGHTS !! ."